21.18
24/12/2009
Exact struck 6 in the afternoon Christmas Eve celebration was begun,
do you know? I got the seat VVIP that is on the top xD LOL
It was first that all of us sang the Christmas song together with the team of music,
I was very happy because could celebrate Christmas in this year because of last year I couldn't celebrate Christmas was caused was sick,
Then,The time listened to the Lords decree,
When the Lords decree was taking place a great number of the congregations that late ckckck --'
ehh but had one matter that made me most startled,
OMG ,My prince came =DD After old I didn't see him.
My heart ticked tight want to very much gave the smile to him but But I was embarrassed .
I was enough to be tortured with this embarrassed feeling but What could be done by me ?! =(
Let that passed by ..
Time that I was waiting since one years ago to be when all of us sang the holy night song and lighted the small candle .This was very sweet for me ,B'cause last year I couldn't celebrate Christmas Day[because of maag]!
Thank you very much for my lord because of this year I could celebrate Christmas*
After that,
The warm welcome from Sir the clergyman togethered with the Christmas committee,
And certainly they asked for the suggestion so that Christmas celebration next year that will be held better than this year,I will try to dig up the available idea in myself to Christmas next year!Further was time to give kolekte.
Not was felt ,Time has shown 9.20pm,This was time to pray before returning to the house,The prayer was led by my church adviser .
AND Christmas celebration was finished,all of us hand-shaking then said "Merry Christmas"!!
My impressions :
1.Each kind of Christmas celebration for me that was very pleasant and significant.
2.I was very happy this year could celebrate Christmas was with all of the family's members.
3.The Christmas gift that has the lord gave to me in this year ,so significant and unforgettable!
4.Speechless..hahaha
I LOVE Christmas Day!!
20.19
huahh Finally, i can post my new blog gain .Despite during this month the internet network in my house was getting a long holiday wkwk xDD
Now I'm online used the network of the reserve internet,do you know?!i miss my old internet network which so fast! but i must be patient b'cause i can meet it next month.
I didn't know since when I began less online,
Plenty of matters of the beautiful and sad matter that was passed through by me,,
Let me tell you a little,
13/12/2009 : The birthday of Ryan Delon =D of course,i wish him all the best in his career .
14/12/2009 - 17/12/2009 : s*cks class meeting at my school,it makes me so lazy to come to the sch ,SO ,i am enjoying my holiday in my home and so many beautiful place!!
19/12/2009 :Taking report in the school ,I was dissatisfied with these results ='(
20/12/2009 : Go to the church of my first brother to celebrate Christmas from 10am to 12pm Then going to his son friend birthday at mall artha gading till afternoon .
23/12/2009: Come to my friend's birthday party in Kelapa Gading sport club till 10pm.
That is several stories.
I only got the holiday up until January 4 .This for a moment for me,But needed also to be enjoyed .
Happy Holiday =)
06.43
Yesterday night my insomnia relapsed again,,huahh Really was annoying!!
But What could be done by me so that I could sleep??
-Drink sleep medicine,Watch television,received a telephone,,huaah NTH!!
Finally I took the decision,To take the laptop and Lighted it straightaway.Didn't forget also to light the internet =DD
Afterwards I activated FB-FS-Myspace-Msn-Skype ,But didn't know why I became bored instantly .
Then I checked my mobile phone ,
There was one new message,
Then i readed it,
The sms came from "My ex boyfriend" ,
Bit surprised..
This the contents of the sms from him:
"heyy cy :) If you wanted to sms me,you can sms me to this number except if you want to call me,you can call me at my xl number,Today i am going to many places and now i felt so tired,why you text me yesterday about msn?"
I answered:
"Hmm..Allright,just want to chat with you,yeaa ok ok la,so busy you are like business man haha"
He answered:
"yeah lately i always going to so many places and so Tired.Why don't you sleep right now?This has been almost at midnight looh"
I answered:
"not yet b'cause I was affected by insomnia~ ,how about you?"
He replied:
"Your old illness relapsed again,Fortunately I unlike that again :p Because of that very torturous ,me?not yet cyy :) maybe twelve nights later I will sleep hahaha"
I answered:
"heh?!Were you happy if this happened to me?yea..yeaa i knew this very torturous,My eyes already really pain but My spirit was still fresh.So I spent time in an online manner continued,bweg!How bad you're!Didn't agree me as your friend in Facebook!!! "
He replied:
"Why just now you spend your time in an online manner for the length of time?I have felt bored really!Hah?really?In my friend request was not request from you,,I'm swear,i will approve you b'cause my facebook only for people who were known by me."
I answered:
"Shit!!Proud of that?! O yea?whatever la.."
He replied:
"hahaha No laa,,You are very stern now after old we didn't communicate hehe ;pp Don't be stern again la! We could speak well not? haha"
I replied:
"hmm..ya whatever,up to you,up to you,,You didn't yet feel Sleepy?you didn't yet want to sleep?"
He replied:
"I already a bit sleepy,,I liked if you spoke soft like that :) hbu?you didn't yet want to sleep?"
I answered:
"How stupid you're!!Just earlier i told you that i was affected by insomnia,,i advice you please go to bed,now!"
He replied:
"ok ok ,,I wanted to sleep beforehand ya cyy,Good nite,see u in dreamland.Gbu"
I answered:
"Stupid!!!!!!yea Good nite,Gbu too."
That is my conversation with him in sms time yesterday night,,He always said that I was stern and jutek,,i don't know why!! I more liked to become stern to him,Because he was a bit "Hidung belang" hahaha I Brave to say this b'cause He has had a girlfriend but occasionally he still liked to "Tebar pesona & centil" .hueggg!!
Time has shown 2am and I was still being in front of the laptop ='(
I was lazy at being again connected with Him!!Because unintentionally he gave the bad effect for my life: My insomnia got serious Huuu..
23.11
Possibly you considered I didn't have courage,,haha But it's alright,I also had the reason why I didn't wish you happy birthday,my first Facebook was hijacked by someone,and In my mobile phone didn't have the birthday data of other friends include you,I just knew this matter from the other friend.
Why me not add your Facebook through my second facebook?
-Because of many reasons.
Would I considered that in the future?
-i would not considered it until forever,,Not only you but your best friend also!!
If you read this POST,,I only wanted to say "It's up to you wanted to comment what,Enjoy your life that now with your good friend who was pretty and so perfect!!" hahahaha But if you felt you were angry on if reading this post,,"Please angry,And when wanting to ask the war,Come on but One opponent of one!!! Don't became brave if together then!"
What wanted to be said by me to you?
I liked to be able to celebrate your birthday last year,I hoped what became your wish to be able to be reached all!~
00.54
Liked this really =D
After met the week that was full of stress and the burden..huff
Felt almost relieved,
Because tomorrow was still being two tests again that still must be dealt with.
huhu I liked because of the studying spirit to have improved.
Not get enough sleep and the pattern ate the disorder,Still was in myself :'(
I was very confused why this matter could happen in myself,
I was frightened when this happened continually to my body then I could be affected by the dangerous illness ,
I didn't want that happened because this December still many other activities that must be undergone by me.
Please was imagined by you just ate five spoons I have felt very full ,,
and Every time I met the hour seven nights then I will feel sleepy really but if meeting the hour eleven nights till my one morning still couldn't be sleeping--"
Occasionally at that time was utilised by me to study and occasionally to listen to music and see all the contents file available in the mobile phone,,
That most I didn't like if I still be reminded with the memory of the past,
I only want to allowed the past only to the past and didn't need to be repeated again.
My biggest hopes:
-Results that were very good in the report.
-The quite high value so that could be easy chose the university.
-Received the ranking that is between the ranking of one as far as ten[I knew to receive the ranking one really was difficult]
-So that all of my wishes available in the diary book could be reached all!!
AMIN!!
01.58
1week without online and update blog content,,There was less hhe but this is what should I run.
and...week full of exams has arrived,My heart says go on learning.Don't be lazy!!
but what happens??
loss of enthusiasm for learning~ I really didn't like it...
I've tried to avoid it,,but i can't!!
I'm disgusted with this..WTH!!
1st day:
-Bahasa.Indonesia :last night,I just learned a little,,How bad!!but fortunately I can do it.
-Kewarganegaraan: almost no learning!~
2nd day:
-English: This time I learned,b'cause my
spirit of learning was almost better^^.
-Agama:I've learned,,because the teacher sternly,75% were certain of results of this test.
3rd day:
-Math:huahh,,I was most frightened of this test,I have felt upper level stress hahaha Love you math!!
-TIK/comp:I have studied and i must be sure of the final result that can be a good result!
4th day:
-Geografi: yeahh,,If you asked me "Has studied yet?" ,I will answer "not yet,this just wanted to study " .Stress because of mathematics still was haunting me.
-Bahasa.mandarin: I was sure My Lord will help me!
Sometimes i wanted to cry,,Why is the lazy feeling still approaching myself~ .I also want to said sorry that was biggest to my two parents.Moreover if be one more from words sorry then will be given by me to them if the lazy feeling always came and I couldn't avoid!
Tomorrow was my fifth day of exam.I must have the big spirit to study .My Lord,Help me!
