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My Birthday Party

2010-06-24T02:57:00.001-07:00

17th June 2010 ,that is the date of my bday party,knpa gw ngerayain'ny jauh bgt sm hri H pas gw ultah? Krn pas hri H gw msih sbuk dgn exam + bonyok jga sbuk smpe tgl 12an Juni,haha ditambah tmpt yg gw pengenin jga pnuh trus,yauda deh,akhr'ny bru bs dirayain tgl 17,yaa sama la sm umur gw :DD smnggu sblm tgl 17 gw jatuh skit,ya ampunn..sharian bsa poo,puke,can't eat anything except plain porridge! Bnar2 udh nga kuat hdup bgt wkt itu smpe akhr'ny ke dkter jga,beuhh bosan abis mnum obat dkter yg byk bgt smpe kepala migrain berat! Tpi akhr'ny smbuh jga :) biar gmnpun jga,gw hrus bangkit segera,tgl 17 udh dkat mata soal'ny ,,dan tgl 17pun dtng, smua udh dipersiapkan sjak stgah bulan yg lalu.. Mc,DJ,Sound System,etc ,tamu2 pun pda berdatangan :) ,snang'ny ank2 XIS2 pda bsa dtng,kita dinner breng ,games breng,prosesi lilin,polonaise and disco time! Smua'ny berkesan ,tpi pling berkesan pas prosesi lilin dmn org2 yg berhak pgang ke 17 lilin tsb adalah tmn2 yg gw special bagi gw(bkn brati yg lain nga special yah!) ,you know what? Yg pgang lilin ke 17 si reyn,tumben dia bsa dtng,bysa misterius haha Just kidding! Gw aj ngundang dia 1hari sblm tgl 17 ,abis'ny rada mles jga gw ngundang dia,dia kan orng'ny rempong alias ribet! Haha byak acara dia orng'ny! Pas polonaise smua pda berpasang2an haha yg dri malu2 jd pda pgangan tangan pda saat itu wkwkwk tibalah disco time ,there was DJ Alvin,si DJ muda special dedikasi dri eo'ny tmn ngko gw hahah malam itu pkk'ny jd malam yg tak terlupakan buat gw deh bloggers :) :) :) ♥

Life's GOOD !

2010-06-24T02:54:00.001-07:00

Yayy naik klas :D but i have to said byebye for XIS2 my lovely class :'( they're unforgettable and so kind!! Klas 2 kmren emng beda sama pas gw klas 1,,gw merasa di tahap tsb(klas 2) gw lbih dituntut utk menjadi seseorang yg lbih dewasa & nga brgantung sm orng lain(yaa kya klas 1 ajh la,msih ada genk skr klas 2 udh nga se-genk lg)..pertama emg susah buat jalannin hri2 skolah tnpa tmn se-genk gw,kmren klas 2 udh nga sama mrk lgy,susah bgt,gw aj smpe nangis wktu itu, FINALLY! Gw tmbah lama terbiasa,ya emng bnar klo ad perkataan "kita bsa krn terbiasa" ,bnar bgt tuu! Sedih jga sih nga bsa breng lg,msala'ny gw udh comfort bgt sm mreka smua,sm brcandaan breng ,ketawa breng,ngntuk breng,dll ! Lagi dan lagi,smua hrus dijalanni,emg udh jalan'ny spt itu! Wahh senang bgt deh pkk'ny,udh naik klas + nga di bbm'in lg sm cewe gilaa itu haha twitter'ny gw block + fb'ny & msn'ny gw delete,tggal bbm'ny aja ni,klo dia rjin gnti status yg nga bermutu,gw delete jga nnti! Bodo amat dah,dpda gw stres d bbm'in ,di mention ,di msn'in sm tuh anak! Hahaha Lanjut,,ok seiring dengan bertambah'ny umur gw kmren pda tgl 5Juni :):),gw jd mles bles sms + bbm yg nga penting 10000000%,klo bbm/sms itu dr tmn lama yg udh lama nga ngbrol atau krn ada keperluan pnting/ada ssuatu yg memang hrus dibicarakan gw bru akan bles!,nga cma itu doang,gw mrasa smakin byk tuntutan yg muncul dri dalam diri gw,bhwa gw hrus lbih dewasa,hrus jdi seorang cewe yg matang[dlm arti,di dlm bertindak,berkelakuan,bertutur kata,mengambil keputusan,berpikir hrus lbh dewasa dan dewasa lgy!!] dan udh hrus mikirin buat hri kedepan'ny baik study dan career ,can't describe by words :p ,,Senang bgt,hri yg gw tggu2 dtng jga akhr'ny! Byk yg ucapin Happy Bday skaligus gw jga memenuhi syarat untuk buat ktp dan sim hehe, A very big Thanks to my Daddy Jc atas penyertaanNya,perlindunganNya,umur baru yg sudah Ia berikan,orng2 yg ada di dlm hdup gw,berkat yg Ia berikan,dll ♥♥♥

Stupid her ! bweqq

2010-06-14T16:24:00.001-07:00

I wanna puke ,bweqqq! Gw ada puny tman,dia orng kaya,rumah gede di menteng,di setiap ruangan rumah'ny ada AC + tv ,ada halaman rumah,kamar mandi ada 7 ,maw fasilitas lain2 spt PsP,Laptop,Komputer,Xbox,ipod dll lah maw ap jga diturutin sm bpk mak'ny ! Ank'ny emg dsar gila ya gila yee,gilaa aj gw bru tau tuh orng segila itu! Ckck alamakjong tau ga sihh tiap hr pas gw lg ol twitter dia bsa tulis stts "abis ini maw ngpn ya gw?bngung" ,"nyokap gw ko udh sbuk sm bb lupa sm gw" ,"bonyok prgi,gw ditinggal" ,"bosan" ,"hdup gw perasaan gni2 aj,nga ada yg berkualitas" ..tuh tiap hr dia psg stts gtu..apa nga gilaa? Dilahirkan hdup di dunia ini + bsa hdup kya gtu,bersyukur bgt kaliii! Hdup lu tuh berkecukupan! Maw apa lg? Punya pcar? Ohh itu yg slalu dia tulis di twitter'ny "cba aja gw puny co psti hdup gw lbih bahagia!" ,lohh gw yg liat stts itu aja smpe ngucapin WTF! Cowo yg nnti'ny bkal jd pacar kita jga manusia kaliii,apa beda'ny sm manusia kya bpk emak lu? Malah lbih bgusan bpk emak lu berkualitas! Bsa kerja smpe sukses gtu!..msih kecil aj udh ngerasa dewasa,dia msi 15y.o ..udh ngerasa kya udh bsa cri duit gtu yee tggal married sm puny ank! Ckckck nga tau terimakasih ye bnr2 sm God! Di luar msi byk kaliii org yg puny hdup nga seberuntung lu! Ok,orng tua emg suka ngatur TAPI yg diatur sm mereka bermanfaat kan? Blm pnh ngerasa kualat sih nga ngikutin apa yg udh org tua saranin,masala'ny gw udh pnh! Rsa'ny nga enak bgt! Mending mna? Ambil jlan sndri apa ikutin pendapat ortu jga? ,dia nga cuma sk ngeluh di twitter doang,kdang suka Bвм gw jga,bweeqq bbm nga penting bgt tiap hri ada kali 3x'an,gw kdg suka nga gw open tuh Bвм,males yee tiap hr cma ngmin hdup'ny yg ap2 bosanddd! Ke ex bosan ,ke gi bosandd ,ke ta bosandd! Apa sih hdup dia yg nga bosand ?! Klo misalkan Bвм dia nga gw open,dia mnggil gw di twitter "Hey" ,klo gw nga bles "heyy" ,klo nga bles lg x_x nga tau dehh! Smpe bosan jga gw liat dia! Sangking gw bosan'ny gw BLOCK aj twitter'ny hahaha dia ada nany gw lg "knp gw unfollow" ,lohhh elu aneh hello !! Haha OK la mulai skg gni,lu tetap tmn gw,tp jgn gtu laa,jd ngeri gw tmenan sm lu jga,gw liat lu sih kya org puny kelainan jiwa ya? Kya punya hdup menderita bgt gt! Ckck ..Sekian deh bloggers.

Long time no blog !

2010-06-14T16:22:00.001-07:00

Lama nga blog nihh..kmren'an lg sbuk ulum + lburan stlh ulum haha
Anyway,udh slsai ulum lohh ini ! Stgah lega,knpa stgah ? Krn blm ambil rapor!! Bru bs ambl rapor tgl 19Juni ini,optimis2 hayoo! Kdg suka pesimis jga gra2 bisikan setan(tmn2 gw yg pd jhat) haha pda kya kambing mrk smwa,org'ny panic'an,hsil blm kluar udh gilaa sndri..jdi'ny menderita sndri lohh klo kya gtu! Ok lanjuttt, gw kmren smpat lburan ke pemandian air panas Guci di tegal sna'ny lagi haha daerah apa lupa deh gw,di mobil aj udh tepar,lama abisss tp seruu pemandangan bgus banyak except jalan tol sm mobil2 bysa! Hahaha..3hr 2malam sm org2 grja,sewa villa gt dsna ad kolam berenang VIP'ny,air panas pulaa lgy! Woo aplg pas gw mndi skaligus lg hujan,enakk bgt! Jrng2 berenang pas hujan,ya iya laa klo d jkt kya gtu bsa skit! Pulng dri Guci,gw ke mangdu trus tuh 2hr berturut2 smpe kaki pegal abisss ya ampun!!! Tp gw dpat bju bnyak :D:D
Skg gw lg sbuk buat persiapan party sweet seventeen gw ni..duhh sumpah yaa ada aj yg ngeselin,ada 2org tmn gw,yg satu sms gw nnya maw bwa tmn bole apa nga,gw blg bole ya gw pkir pling dia maw bwa co'ny,eh bsokan'ny sms gw lg maw ngajak tmn'ny,gmna nga kesal ap! Serasa married gt luu bwa smwa org prg! itupun jga klo nga tau diri bgt married bwa cucu buyut smwa dibawa,jdi eneqq gw sm org kya gt..yg diundng dia doang tp bwa ank org lain ke tmpat pesta tsb,naik taxi smpe penuh,org gede'ny cma 1 ank kecil'ny 7,huanjengggg! Kaga maw kehabisan mkanan bgt y! Maw untung bgt gtu!! Ada lg 1tmn gw Bвм gw nnya bole bwa org nga tp kali ni dia maw bwa adek'ny,gw blng nga bole eh dia malah psg stts "Bacot" ,anjinggg ngajakin gw brantem! Gw dri yg sabar lgsung naik darah,gw maki2 balik aj lwat stts smpe 8x gw gnt stts ad kalii! Biar mampus! Akhir2an'ny dia psg stts "Bocil + emote kya org Hug gt" ,Pst bgt tuhh org! Nga bsa bwa diri sndri gt ke pesta?org undngan aj udh limit,msi mending gw undang! Org mah hdup jgn harapin diri sndri,toh nnti mati jga jalan'ny sndri,mna bsa pas mati ajk bpk emak ade kakak,goblok yak nga mkir! Darah dia serasa abis kali ye klo prg sndri,gw tau knpa dia bsa psg stts gt,lg ad msala dia sm co'ny,yaiyalahh krjaan'ny tiap hr brantem,jaelah orng mah pcran msi umur remaja gni happy2 aj ya tetap ad la serius'ny tapi yg wajar jgn apa2 utamain pacar,emg lu kira pcran menjelang hr pernikahan jd hrus serius! Gilee amad tiap hr betean,childish haha ya cowo nga betah!
Gtu deh pda ngeselin'ny,liat aj sih smpe bwa org bejibun tuh ank 2 gw usir! Bodo amad deh! Haha

slalu berantem! :(

2010-05-27T17:26:00.001-07:00

Duhh gw jengkel sm reyn,kmren abis diem2an 3hr eh tba2 gw kangen sm dia,duhh ada2 aja deh gw,dia kan nyebelin sbnr'ny gw msi maw diam2an sm dia,eh ditambah dia Bвм gw! Beuhh jadilah gw bles Bвм dia,kangen abis :(
Dia sih senang klo gw blng kngen,jd'ny gw jutek'in aja dia, byangin yaa dia tuh ad psang DP di Bвм'ny,gw tnya itu sypa trus dia jwb "lala ddku" ,gw ngerasa tuh kya bkn lala,masa sih lala sgtu kurus,eh bnran tuh ce gb mntan dia,beuhh lngsug gw diam2an sm dia,kuraj bnget kan dia! LIAR! Yauda gw maki2 aja dia,tpi dia nga marah blik sm gw,dia bwa santai,dia sih orng'ny emg f*ck abis,orng sala malah kya gtu,dia ad sih mnta maavh sm gw slnjt'ny,dia blng "maavin la,itu kan lala versi gede" .pintar'ny dia cma bs ngeles! Gw sih kesel abis ya diboongin! Nga cma itu doang,bs dibilang dia hmpir sring boongin gw,smpe gw maki2 berkali2 + gw marain.dia nga pnh marah blik tpi dia sring tegur gw "sbar dkit keq" ,gw jwb ajh "f*ck! Rugi sbar sm org kya lu" ,diam dia klo udh dgtuin,nga berani dia Bвм gw. Pnh jga dia boong sm gw,kan dia lama tuh bles Bвм yah gw tny dng abis drmna,cma iseng doang tnya,nga knp2,yg nma'ny org tnya iseng gmna sih,dia blng lama krn td diajak prg sm mama'ny buru2 maw ngnter mama'ny ke gdg,pas dia ☎ gw tba2 kputus gtu aja tlp'ny,bngung dng gw,eh trnyata bnar si gb anjing telpon dia,beuhh gw marah abis sm dia,gw maki2 lg + gw katain kata2 seram,biar mampus dia!!jdi co plin plan bnget,klo gw bs putar masa lalu gw jga maw ke masa lalu itu yg dmn gw msi bs ngerasain gmn rasa'ny jdi ank tk,ank sd,ktmu sm kakek dan nenek gw yg pda saat itu msih hdup,gw maw! But this is life,life must go on! Nga bole stuck di satu hal aja.LANJUT,:err gw maki abis2an dia smpe dia kesal jg,dia blng msa kta'ny gw jd orng nga bs sbar cma bs marah2 +beda bnget sm gb ,gw jwab ke dia .yg pancing gw smpe marah besar kya bgni sypa?! Lgyan org udh sbar sm dia malah dipermainin diboongin dikatain beda bnget sm gb,huanjenggg! Gw beda kali sm gb,orng gb jga lbih tua dri rein gmn nga dewasa cba,beda 2/3thn,gw lagi,gw lbih muda dr rein,klo gni cra'ny sih gw bs sebel sm gb jga,gb'ny scra nga lngsung jga pancing kemarahan gw kanh,dia hubungin trus tuh si rein,orng nga tau diri ya dsar udh putus ya putus aja,nga malu apa sm diri sndri,dia yg putusin dia yg nga bsa jauhin reyn,nga tau malu! Bweqq

Duhh buat gw naik darah deh klo ngmin kesalahan2 reyn,DAN semakin hari perasaan syg gw sm dia smkin brkurng,smpe gw temuin yg trbaik nnti'ny gw akn tinggalin reyn nnti,itu resiko reyn,dia dlu jga tinggalin gw gra2 gb.klo syg kan emg nga hrus memiliki kan ya?!

final test akan segera datang x_x

2010-05-26T06:09:00.001-07:00

Hello bloggers,udh lama bnget nga update! Bnyakk bnget kjadian mengembirakan dan menyebalkan kmrin,well gw emg nga bs update satu per satu,lg sbuk sm urusan skola,sbntar lg ULUM[marilah belajar!].
Deg2an'ny bnar2 parah ni,kdang gw smpe nga maw tdur,cba ye 2hr nga tdur ajaa haha tpi nnti bsa tepar kya reyn,yaak lnjut,nga usah ngmin reyn dlu,hdup sm dia emg slalu rumit nga pnh nga!
:errr yg buat deg2an sbnr'ny byak'ny ank klas 3 kmren yg nga lulus SO klas 1 sm 2'ny pda diwanti2 abis2an huaaa mrk nyepelein sih, smua kena kan tuh! Okay okay okay gw tetap hrus optimis,pesimis malah hny akn memperburuk suasana,selama di klas 2 ini kan slalu buat pr,berusaha ,dsb. Lgyan jga slalu doa sblm tdur,Tuhan psty dngar koq doa ank'Nya :))
Duhh senin(01/06/10) bsok ni ulum,jadwal ulum thn ini bgus sih pling ada yg rumit pas hr kamis'ny,mat sm geo tpi gw Yakin gw bsa kan udh nyicil2 bhan2'ny dri kmren :DD
Duhh aplg liat twitter ank inter sm natio+ smua rata2 pda stres berat pda nga maw beljar haha byak la alasan'ny adh yg nga pnh nyatet,adh yg bnr2 males,dsb .well cukup jadikan itu PELAJARAN,nga patut dicontoh tuh! Anyway, God Bless Me for my final exam,also GBU blogger <3

The end of May will come soon

2010-05-08T18:13:00.003-07:00

Huaaa bkn'ny gw nga senang dgn kedtangan bln.May ,ini berarti gw hrus menempuh sistem kebut,bkn kebut smalam tpi! Kebut sebulan! Huaa math yg pling gw takutin buat nnt ulangan umum,so 1bln ini dlm stiap hari'ny gw hrus belajar math,eneq eneq deh,itu supaya gw bsa :( maw les jga sih huaaa tpi rada males jga,takut nga cocok sm guru'ny! Bgmna ini?!! Gw jga super duper ketakutan gni krn diwanti2 sm guru2 di skola gw,stiap guru yg msuk klas gw hmm tpi nga cm d klas gw doang sih,dia wanti2 supaya kita jgan kya ank klas 3 angkatan 2009/2010 skg,mrk itu nga lulus 30 orng'an krn pda males ikt PM dan terlalu menyepelekan! Skg akhiran'ny pda nga lulus,aduhh buat gw takut ya tiap hr ngmng bgtu,lgan salah jga sih ank klas 3 pda beranggapan udh psti lulus soal'ny pengalaman thn2 kmren pda lulus.skg ank klas 2 yg maw naek k klas 3 disaring lbih2 lg! Duhhh skg giliran gw yg deg-degan nigh,ya tpi optimis aja,toh udh berusaha belajar dan berdoa psti naik klas.AMIN! :)

The end of May will come soon

2010-05-08T18:13:00.001-07:00

Sucks ppls !

2010-04-24T10:15:00.001-07:00

Grrr- bru kmren dibuat bete skg udh dibuat bete lg,mnta gw BN tuh manusia 2!!
Pertama gw dibuat kesel sama mbak warnet fckkkk yg udh tolol dan brengsek tpi nga maw ngakuin ketololan dan kebrengsekan'ny!! Byangin aja ya gw suruh print lama bnget,dia tnya sm gw file'ny ada dmn gw blng ada di yahoo,F*KKKKKKKKKKK abis lama kalii buka yahoo doang,gw bngung dng knpa bs lama gni apa krn komp'ny yg byk virus,lalu gw ksih option2 k tuh mbak supaya buka di mozilla atau internet explorer aja soal'ny dia buka di google chrome,ada kali gw nunggu 15mnt'an dan akhr'ny di-print jga,gw cm bwa uang pas pda wktu itu dan gw tnys sm mbak'ny brp,dia blng 4rb,Btch ya si anjing,gw tnya koq mahal bnget,dia blng krn ini skalian buka internet,f abis yahh si fckk!!grrrrrrrrrr smpe hr ini gw msih kesel sm dia!maw gw BN dia bnran!!akhr'ny gw cma byar 2rb dan gw blng aja uang gw ketinggalan di rumah nnti gw blik lg,haha dan gw nga balik2 lg ksna!fcuk la,dia maw tilep duit gw! DAN :( hr ini gw dibuat bete sm 1member fam gw,fckk jga tuh manusia,pertu gtu tuh stress,f yah gw cma mnt tolong smpein psan k nyokap gw dia blng dia nga maw,dia tny knp gw nga ngmng sndri aja,dia blng gw jd mnusia slalu bgtuuu..ash lah! Liat aja klo dia mnt bntuan sm gw kpn2,smpe dia cium kaki gw nga akn gw tolong,Hidup ya Hidup gw! Dia yg ngatur bnget!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr kesel abis!! Bnyak jga hr ini yg buat kesel,maw gw BN tuh manusia sucks!

One day without school

2010-04-24T10:14:00.001-07:00

Huaaa Thursday 22/04/10 gw udh bngun pagi2 sprti bysa'ny .superrr jingg!! Gw udh dianterin bokap dan alhasil telat jgag! Smpe gw mles msuk skola,gerbang udh ditutup gtu,langganan dpt hukuman ni smpe jam 10an,skola kya bkn belajar klo kna hukuman tpi kya kerja rodi ..jing la! Akhr'ny gw pulng ke rumah lg ,taii la si anjing nyuruh skolah,pksain msuk,pdhal hr itu gw udh bnr2 stres sm skolaan stlah digeber 7ulngn dlm 2hari,dia blng dia ga pduli ..BODOH AMAT!!! Gw tetap pulng k rumah!HIDUP YA HIDUP GW,prasaan dia ngatur bnget,jgn2 nnt smpe gw uda berkeluarga msih diatur lagii sm dia,gw BN tuh orng ngatur berlebihan!!! Apalagi dgn ditambah gw dapat 3PR untuk di hari Jumat bsokk,maw mati gw jingg! Ah nyesel lah down gra2 skola doang,lovelife ajh blm ada smenjak putus sm jojo..tpi gw nga jga lonely,jijik iya,ada 1cowo tmn'nymn gw hmm mngkin lg pdkt kali yah,nga tau jga gw! Dia suka telp2 gtu + perhatiin2 gw! Dan membuat gw smakin hri semakin jijik dengan diri'ny yg sok memberi petuah2,haha pcar bkn keluarga bkn,ngpain hrus brtindak spt itu!!bweqq geli lahh!! Smpai akhr'ny gw hrus gnt nmr hnya krn diganggu oleh dia!grrr- .. Pada hari itu jga rein sms gw,nanya kbar and tell me bhwa dia udh ptus sm mrs.x hmm nga percaya gw sm dia,tpi dia maksa supaya gw percaya ya gw blng aja "gw nga percaya maw bgmnapun" ,smpe pda akhr'ny dia blng ohh yauda la klo nga percaya,gw tny dng sm dia knpa dia maksa bnget supaya gw percaya bhw dia sm mrs.x udh ptus,dia blng yaa supaya bs bebas aja buat telp2n sm gw,trus gw blng dng "sjak kpn gw pnh buat lu nga bebas buat telpn/sms?!! Ngaco aja klo ngmng" dan dia jwb "tuh kan gtu dia,nga maw ngaku,u sring nga maw angkat ☎ sm bles sms gw kan" ..iyeee gw bru ingat bhwa gw sk nga bles sms sm nga akn telpn dia hahaa ya slh satu penyebab knpa gw nga bles krn si mrs.x ..gw ska diteror sm mrs.x gra2 dia nga suka co'ny sm gw msih dkat,HELLOW gw nga pnh sms co'ny dluan,lgan kalopun co'ny sms atau telpn gw itu sekedar maw nanya kbar dan sbg teman aja ..grrr- gila yah tuh ce. Bru jd pcar aja udh gtu ,nga mikir klo mrk msih muda dan umur sgtu lg maw bnyak bergaul ! DAN skg mrka putus,gw nga tny sm rein knpa dia putus sm mrs.x ,cukup liat dri fb rein,si mrs.x suka ngata2in dia omongan2 jorok krn rein ska prg nga bw hp,si rein ska lama bles sms mrs.x ,si rein tukng bohong lah apa lahh, dan smpai di akhr cerita mrk putus,smpat ada tmn rein yg blng sm gw bhw rein udh ptus sm mrs.x dan skg rein lg skit hati bnget..itu Happy ending yg rein mksd slama ini?!! Yah gw cma bs DOA yg terbaik buat dia,smoga dia nga tenggelam trus di dlm kegagalan'ny itu!

Week full of examination

2010-04-24T10:13:00.001-07:00

Argghhh i want to shout very loud!!
This week ,i thought is week full of examination!
Smpe kdng gw vertigo krn bgtu pusing'ny,tdur kurng,brain penuh nga kya bysa'ny haha pemanasan kalii yah buat nnt klas 3 ..jd pengen cpat2 klas 3 dan kuliah,yaa tpi hrus nunggu jga,emg kya di film 'click' bs mempercepat waktu! Haha
Akhr'ny gw memang tetap hrus mempelajari dan mempersiapkan smua supaya ujian gw brhasil,today gw ada 4ulangan arghhhhhh optimis aja deh yg pnting nga ad jwban ksong..
Wktu tdur kurng smpe skg gw gejala flu :( nga maw smpe berkelanjutan,tggal 1bln'an lbih lg ni sebelum ulangan umum..klo ditanya "apa sih yg bs buat gw supaya semangat belajar?" .gw akn jwb "no one! Maw shopping keq,him keq,jlan2 keq! Gw stres yg psti sm byak ulangan!" ..untung'ny gw bs melewati week full of examination itu..gw maw mulai diet lg nigh,diet kya wktu itu gw jalannin,1bln bsa turun 2kg tpi lemas bnget krn mkan nga smpe kenyang udh gtu hrus beraktivitas..kya'ny lbih baik gw search di internet menu diet sehat/diet golongan darah! Supaya gw semangat dlm menjalani aktivitas..sbnr'ny yg mendorong gw buat diet lg si syasya,dia tiap hri nga ada capek2ny buat ngbrol ttg diet,mnrut gw dia hebat jga stiap pagi dia mkan buah di skolah pas pulng skola dia bru mkan nasi dan itupun dkit stlah itu mkan buah lg ..huaaa kpn ya gw bs disiplin kya dia?!?! Gw hrus belajar buat bs sedisiplin itu,bntar lg sweet seventeen aplg ..huaaa! Ciayoo for myself hahaha also,Ciayoo for all bloggers :)

15Feb with gerald

2010-04-21T07:04:00.001-07:00

A very big Sorry and Thanks to gerald! Perhatian'ny nga ada dua'ny! Udh sring ngjkin blikan dan smpai tgl 15Feb kmren itu mnrut gw mrupkan satu hal yg sngat berlebihan..wktu jm 12.00siang pas gw lg istirahat kdua,dia tba2 telpon & gw angkat,krn gw udh ckup terganggu dgn telpon yg berulang2 kali..pdhal udh nga gw angkat brati gw emg ga maw ngmng sm dia! Dia aja yg stupid! Kalii ini dia tlpon gw dan ngmng super serius,bweqq akhr-akhran'ny dia ngjakin ktmuan,pling malesin klo udh kya gtu! Lalu gw blng gw nga maw..dia maksa,gw tutup aja telpon'ny!

[01.00PM] gw bru aja kluar gerbang skola..tba2 ada yg cegat gw lg jalan, yaaa that's gerald! Gw cma liat doang sypa sih yg cegat gw jlan dan trnyata dia,nga ada ngm sm skali,gw lgsung jlan aja.eh dia lgsung genggam tangan gw dgn kencang smpai ke mobil'ny,bayangin aja 2tangan gw digenggam kencang gtu!! Maw tendang kaki dia nga enak jga,klo dia knp2 nnt mami'ny yg marah ke gw!bweqq satpam skolahan gw dia byar kali yee smpe pda cuek gtu ngeliat gw dipaksa gerald gtu!! Trus gw dsuruh msuk ke mobil'ny,gw smpat ngmng supaya dia lepasin tngan gw dulu,tpi dia blng nga maw,bweqq masuklah gw k mobil'ny,parah sikek si gerald,mobil dikunci smbil nunggu dia msuk mobil,sibee bget dia! Pas dia udh msuk mobil gw tnya sm dia,mksud smua ini apa! Dia blng maw ksih gw suprise,tpi sibee bnget,mobil dikunci muluu,grrr! Alhasil gw prgi k tempat yg dia blng ada suprise itu,naek mobil'ny!! Kira2 di prjalanan kira-kira 20mnt'an,superduper nga asik bnget! Kerjaan dia tuh cm tnya2 doang,pdhal urusan yaa urusan gw,dia yg kepoo! Grr grr~, dan smpailah gw di restaurant bumbu desa menteng,dia blng sih dsna ad surprise yg udh dia siapin buat gw.lalu kita msuk ke restaurant tsb dan si gerald yg psen mknan,dia bawel bnget sih,nanya mulu,gw iya2in aja kcuali yg nga gw ska.kira2 15mnt'an kmudian mknan udh matang dan kita mkan.smbil makan dia bnyak tanya,gw gregetan yahh prtnyaan'ny aneh2,klo gw nga brsikap dingin gtu nnt dia anggap gw senang lg sm ajakan mkan siang'ny..akhr'ny slesai jga makan siang'ny..gw lalu blng sm gerald bhwa gw udh maw pulng!tpi dia blng jangan pulng dlu,surprise'ny aja blm dikasih.dia suruh gw tggu sbntar di dlm restaurant dan dia ambil hadiah'ny di mobil'ny.[5mnt kmudian dia dtng] dia bwa sbuah kotak merah ukuran sedang+ ada pita pink kecil di atas kotak tsb..trus gw tnya dng sm dia bhwa " ini apa",dia blng "itu buat km cy,klo km nga ska sm hadiah itu,jgn dibuang hadiah'ny,taruh aja di kamar km,jgn dibuka,didiamin aja,okay?kan kmu nga ska" ..gw sempat melting jga lalu gw jwb "ini sbg hadiah vday ya ge(pnggilan gw buat dia)? Waduhh Thanks a lot yaa,gw aja ga bwa hdiah apa2 buat lu" ..dia jwb "yah bs dibilang bgtu,ak hrap km ska ya sm hadiah yg ak ksih(smbil tersenyum),sbnr'ny ini surprise yg ak mksud itu dan dia ngjakin gw blikan" ..hmm udh mulai diam gw dr situ,udh capek gw liat skap dia yg slalu bgtu,dia usaha blikan tpi pas udh jadian sm gw,dia msi cri cewe lain lg!! .lalu gw jwb "ini udh kesekian kali'ny lu ngjakin gw blikan,statement gw yg wktu itu di telpon jgn lu anggap itu boongan! Gw tetap sm pendirian gw! Bhwa nga ada blik2an lg antara gw sm lu! Think twice laa sblm brtindak!" Trus dia jwb "think twice gmna?!ak udh think twice,km aja yg nga pnh mkir gmn sakit'ny ak wktu hrus putus sm kmu,km nga tau sih sbrpa pnting'ny km buat aku(smpe gw afal kata2ny dia,itu kata2 dia stiap maw mulai brantem sm gw)" lalu gw jwb "nga mkir gmn?!! Sembarangan aja klo ngmng,justru gw mikir!! Gw sring tolak ajkan lu buat blikan krn kita emg byk perbedaan,lu nga nyadar lu lbih dewasa dan lbih tua dr gw?!!(Perbedaan umur gw sm dia : gw 16y.o dan dia 23y.o) Lgan wkt itupun lu duain gw sm sypa tuh ce yg wktu itu lu dktin,gw lupa la nma'ny sypa,kbukti kan sypa yg nga tau diri!".Dia jwb lg "hnya krn umur?dr dlu nga ada tuh km permasalahin umur!!soal ce itu jgn dibahas lg!" .gw jwb "iya sbagian besar krn umur!! dlu yah dlu,skg ya skg,lu jga nga bs jaga skap! Udh ah klo maw ngjkin brntem,mnding gw pulng aja,mna kunci mobil lu?(krn tas gw ad di mobil dia)" .dia diam ajaa..gw gertak lg "mana?! Diam ye klo udh dgtuin doang,halaah itu cma mikir sesaat!!" .dia jwb "ak anterin kmu pulng!km jgn pulng sndri!" .gw jwb "nga usahh! Nga usah bnyak tingkah!sini kunci'ny!" .dia lalu kluar dan gw ikutin dia,diluar dia maksa maw nganterin gw pulng,tpi gw tetap nga maw..smpe akhr'ny dia bentak gw buat pulng breng dia,dia kira gw takut kalii yah,untung aja mobil udh dibuka,gw buka pintu aja trus gw ambil tas gw,gw pulng breng taxi..grr~ ngeselin abis si gerald!!

The best decision for me and joshua

2010-04-21T07:02:00.001-07:00

New year ,New life ,New hope!! Those are right!

Jojo berubah stelah 6month anniversary! Gw lupa tepat'ny kpan..dia mulai jengkel abis stiap gerald telpon/sms/bbm gw! Dia dr yg dulu sabar,saat itu bs bete dan diam!! Grrr~ I hate jojo! He's so childish! Shrus'ny dia nga kya gtu,emg gw ap yg telp/sms/bbm si gerald ..org udh bysa jgag si gerald kya gtu! Nga cm sm gerald doang,di mall pun klo gw sm dia lg jlan breng trus ktmu tmn gw yg co,sling say 'hi' trus berhenti sbntar cm buat ngbrol si jojo berhenti bntar sih brhenti yaa tpi muka'ny mnt ditabok,bete gtu,disuruh knalan sm tmn gw dia nga maw!! Bweqq nyebelin abiss!

Pnh satu hari gw double date breng adk'ny jojo(janice) sm co'ny janice(paul),prtama2 sih bysa aja,jojo fun2 aja,eh pas ktmu tmn gw yg co sm ce'ny dia trus ngbrol2 bntar dan gw maw knalin jojo ke tmn gw itu,si jojo nga maw,cma iya doang! Smpe si janice ngm "jojo cemburu buta!" ,bnar bnget!! Sbel abis sm jojo,org kan nganggap'ny jojo smbong,pdhal kan engga,nga enak lahh klo org udh anggap kt sombong!!

Wktu jojo pulng kuliah,ada tmn gw nitip invitation buat gw lwat jojo dan tmn gw itu cowo,jojo sdkit knal sih tpi nga dekat! Eh dia malah nga maw trima invitation itu,dia malah blng sm tmn gw buat nganterin sndri aj ke gw,parah bnget si jojo!! Grrr~ pas pulng skola jojo ввм gw trus gw tnya mna invitation'ny,jd skalian jojo bwa pas jmput gw,dia blng udh ak kmbaliin,gw tny dng knpa dikembaliin swt?,dia blng males aja sm co centil! Apa cobaa!! Kesel abis! Kan nga enak,urusan kecil jd diperpanjang.

Itu bru beberapa perubahan dia,bnyak bnget yg brubah dr dia! Yg bysa rajin ввм sm ☎ gw,sjak saat itu jd jrangg,ya gw jga nga peduli,ngpain bbm/telp dia dluan klo nga penting! nga kangen sm skali gw sm dia,nanya kbar jga ngga,abis'ny nyebelin abis! Akhr'ny bbrapa hr kmudian dia ☎ gw pas gw lg recess,dia ngmng knp skg kita udh jrng contact? Knp gw nga pnh tnyain kbar dia,dsb!! Gw jwb aja "klo kmu pun spt itu ya. aku jga gt,jgn harap ak memulai pembicaraan dluan!! Kcuali yg penting!!" ..eh dia lgsung ngjakin ktmuan pas pulng skola,yaudaa akhr'ny ktmuan + mkan siang breng di sushi tei sency. Setelah kita slesai mkan dia ngjak gw ngm,1 pertanyaan dia yg msi teringat jelas di memory gw "km knp gengsi bget jd cewe? Untuk mmulai suatu pembicaraan aja sm cowomu sndri kmu nga maw!!" ..yaa that's my character! Lalu kita ngbrol2,apa yg trjadi sih dgn kita slma smnggu ini,beda dr bysa'ny!! Lalu gw jelasin ke dia smua perubahan yg ada dlm diri'ny satu per satu..smpai akhir kata gw mnta putus sm dia. Dia diam aja nga ada jwban apa2,gw tnya ulang "iya?!!" ,dia ga jwab jga smpe gw kesel abis "diam brarti iya! Thx for everything,ak maw pulng!!" ..sjak itu jga gw tinggalin sushi tei tmpat gw sm jojo mkan siang breng dan gw pulng naik taxi sndri!!
Gw nga ngrti yah sm jojo,diam aja,nga ngm apa2,yaudahh yg gw maw saat itu ya putus! Keputusan yg gw ambil berarti TITIK!! Tdk main2!! And also,it means no more anniversary between us.

Christmas dinner ♡

2010-04-15T01:21:00.001-07:00

If someone come to me then ask : why are you always update your beautiful December on April?

-i'll answer : bcause i've less online for a long time ,according to me ,every month is as special as December.

24 December 2009 : xmas eve with my family and joshua .

25 December 2009 : xmas celebration with my big family .

How about 26 December?
-i'll tell you now :)

Great! On that saturday ,joshua woke me up with his call :( ..he said "cyy susah bnget sih bgun'ny,kt prg jm brpa? Tmn2 km pda ввм ak tuh kta'ny km d ввм nga bles" ..
OMG yaa ..bru jga bngun udh ditanyain mcam2,pdhal gw jnji sm joshua buat prg jam 1an dan ktmu tman gw skitar jm 2 di ex,u know what!!! Jam pda hr itu menunjukkan jam 10pagi lewat ..arghhhh gregetan sm joshua! Pdhal gw smlam pulng jm 12,nga bysa'ny jga gw bngun sesiang itu,dan gw jwb telpon joshua lalu gw siap2..
[Jam 1] joshua udh jmput di dpan,lalu gw keluar dan masuk ke mobil'ny! Gw check2 tas gw apa da brng yg lupa bwa,suddenly joshua ngmng "cyy ini bunga buat kmu, once again Merry Christmas ya sygg" ..gw smpat diam,he was so suprising me! I said "makasiehh jojo ,ak jga ada hadiah natal buat kmu,(dan gw ksh hadiah itu ke dia)" ..jojo ksh: bunga tulip dan stuff2 hello kitty(tempat mkan hello kitty,botol minum hello kitty,boneka hello kitty,bolpen hello kitty,pensil mechanic hello kitty) ..gw ksh: kemeja zara dan white chocolate(made by me) ..lalu kita segera berangkat ke ex,janjian ktmu sm mereka orng(jenny,ryan,stephanie,stephen,icha,philip,vega,brian,devi,darren) di Q.gw dan joshua jalan ke Q dan bertemu mereka.kita smua di Q smpai jam 4an, abis dri Q lnjut ke zara,ada kalii 1jam'an disna,si icha sm devi pling bnyak cbain bjuu,gw stephanie jenny smpe bosan lama2 dstu..after zara,kita ke XXI,rncna maw nnton tpi jam udh hmpir jam 6,kpan makan malam'ny klo maw nnton..akhr'ny kita nga jadi nnton,kita smpat bngung maw mkan malam dmna,si darren blng di en dining aja,si stephanie blng di pizza e birra aja,tpi nga ada yg stuju sm pndpat mrk brdua hahaha ..akhr'ny kita memutuskan untuk dinner di imperial chef hayam wuruk ,wew jauh bnget memang! Tpi kita suka sm tmpat'ny yg cozy! Jojo pesenin mkanan buat kita berdua: 1/2 ekor Bebek Peking Tumis Kungpao,1 porsi Sapi Tumis lada hitam,2 Nasi Hainam,1 porsi xiao long pao,1 porsi mantao,1 porsi pangsit udang mayonaise.bnyak bnget mknan yg jojo psan..aplg rata2 daging!:( si brian akhr'ny ngmng " jo drpda psan 1/2 doang peking'ny,mnding 1ekor aja buat rame2" huaaa brian cukup mmbantu,susah bnget buat gw abisin mknan sbnyak itu:( ,si jenny aja smpe comment "jojo crazy ah mknan'ny bnyak bnget" .tpi akhr'ny smua stuju sm mknan yg dipesan jojo,yg td'ny mknan itu cma buat gw sm jojo jd buat rame2 ..kita mkan dri jam 1/2 8an smpe jm 1/2 9an ada kali yaa,alhasil kenyang tpi nga smpe kenyang bnget! Slesai mkan hp gw bunyi,yaah si geraldo(my ex) telpon tpi gw reject,eh dia telpon2 trus smpe jojo suruh gw angkat aja dan gw angkat..u know what,bysa pnyakit gila dia lg kambuh,nelpon cm tnya lg ngpain dan dmn,gw smpe skg msh bngung sm dia,udh putus msih aja ska perhatian! Orng aneh dasar! Kdg jojo bete jga liat dia tlpon trus..grrr- .

random facts about me

2010-04-13T10:17:00.001-07:00

Mine's Tixie ,
You can call me Cy/Xie ,
About my self? i can't describe myself,only another people can describe me!:)

-SANGAT TIDAK SUKA dgn laki-laki tukang ngambek,apalagi smpe berlarut-larut,CHILDISH!

-slalu  off slama 2hr di stiap mnggu..susah,ya tpi emg hrus disiplinin!

-ngga suka paprika.

-LOVES WEDGES SO MUCH!

- SAY NO,mengingat masa lalu!

-suka mnum teh.

-suka yoghurt!

-suka melewatkan makan malam.

-trkadang bsa kebablasan dlm belanja,i mean dlm 1hr uang bs hbis krn belanja.

-males smsan.

-susah bngun siang2 pda hri libur.

-never say i love you with the boy who tixie really love! Although it hurts!

Those are some facts about myself :)
For more facts,only another people can describe it for me and you!:)

2009 ,Sebelum hari Natal =)

2010-04-12T21:45:00.001-07:00

Klo ditanya knpa gw sngat senang dgn bulan December ..gw akn jawab : karena bln Desember merupakan bln terakhir di akhir tahun tsb,liburan panjangg:) DAN pasti'ny perayaan hari natal bersama dgn orng yg kita sayangi..

Let me tell you about my special day with jojo and his family :

- gw brencana maw buat cookies di rmh joshua,udh gw omongin sama dia dan dia setuju! Gw tdi'ny smpat berubah pkiran nga maw k hum'ny ..lgan gw sama dia jga baru 5bln tapi itu anak jga bnyak ngmng,ngajakin gw k rumah'ny melulu ..kta'ny maw ngenalin gw k bonyok'ny sm adek'ny..pagi berganti siang dan siang berganti sore ,joshua bru pulng dri jlan2 sm tman'ny trus dia sms gw "beyy lg apa?bsok jd buat cookies kan di rmh ak?" ..lalu gw bles "ak lg otw ni maw berenang,maw sih jo tpi nga enak sm mom km lgan kita jga bru 5bln .masa ak udh k hum2 km" ,dia bales "km maw berenang dmn?perumahan bysa ya? Yaaah kan yg ngundang jga ak,mama jg senang ak knalin k kmu,dtng ajh cy nnt ak jmput:)" ..gw bles "iya ni di perumahan bysa,apa nga ngerepotin jo?ak butuh oven sm peralatan utk buat cookies,yg ak bwa dr hum ak cm bberapa..nga enak ah! Hehe" ..dia bles "km prg brenang sm sypa? Kan kt udh omongin ini dr smnggu lalu,ada koq smua'ny,nnt di check aja dlu klo mslkan nga lengkap yaudah nga usah buat cookies aja..maw yah,yah?" ..gw bles "sm mama,bryan,nso aku .arghh cba ak nga ngmin ya mggu lalu xD ..liat nnti deh jo,ak maw berenang dlu :)" dan gw pun slesai berenang,udh ada 1sms dan 3missedcall dr joshua ,lalu gw telponnan sm dia,dan gw jwb gw nga maw k hum dia tpi dia mntaaa smpe 30mnt'an tlponnan ada kalii,dia nga maw tutup tlpon'ny smpe gw blng iya,dan gw jwab iyaa. [Keesokan hari'ny] jam 10pagi dia jmput k rumah gw dan mmpir ke the harvest gdg buat beli cake untuk mama papa'ny,abis beli kue lgsung otw k rumah dia,15mnt kmudian smpe.lalu gw ksih cake yg td gw beli ke mama'ny..mama'ny said thx to me dan ngjak ngbrol[km skola dmn?klas brpa?mama papa kmu orng apa?eh gmna mnrut kmu joshua?bawel ya?dia orng'ny emg bawel bnget tapi cuek sm lingkungan sekitar.DAN LAIN-LAIN] ..according to me mama'ny dia asik jga :) nga jutek ..tpi gw nga sempat ngbrol sm bokap'ny krn bokap'ny lg ke kantor ..abis ngbrol2 gw sm joshua jalan ke dapur,dia bntuin gw siapin bhn2 untuk buat cookies + nyokap'ny nga lama kmudian dtng dan ikut bntu gw lalu si joshua duduk di sofa ruang keluarga'ny.dia nnton tve breng adk'ny!nyokap'ny sesekali ngjak ngbrol ..[20mnt kmudian cookies siap untuk dimasukkan ke oven] me and joshua hrus tggu 40mnt smpai cookies itu matang,smbil nunggu gw nnton tv breng joshua dan adk'ny,nga cma ngbrol sih,gw sesekali jga ngbrol sm adk'ny,nnton tv lama2 bosen jga,lalu joshua ngjak gw k halaman rumah'ny.di halaman'ny ada 2kandang,yg satu besar dan yg satu'ny lg agak kecil.trnyata joshua pelihara anjing sm kelinci,anjing gede tpi gw lupa jenis anjng'ny apa,wktu itu joshua pnh kstau gw.serem jga sih sm anjng'ny,lalu si jojo ksh mkan anjng'ny dan gw ngurusin kelinci'ny,yg nma'ny kelinci slalu lucu yaa:D kelinci'ny jojo wrna putih dan di kepala kelinci itu ada ribbon..hahaha yg urusin kelinci'ny lucu itu trnyata si janice(adk'ny joshua) .abis dri halaman gw dan jojo ke dapur DAN cookies'ny udh jadi :) lalu gw buka toples yg udh gw bwa dri rumah dan gw tata rapi cookies'ny,hasil'ny ada Etoples, 1 gw ksih jojo dan yg 1 lg gw ksh ke nyokap'ny..afterthat gw pamit pulang sama nyokap'ny dan si janice ..lalu jojo anterin gw pulng smpe rumah.

That's my Special day before Christmas has came!:)

XMAS eve 2009

2010-04-11T17:50:00.001-07:00

24th December 2009 ..
[Selesai kebaktian]

Him: (smbil ввм'an dan jalan pelan2 ke pintu keluar) tmpat'ny nga enak bget sih bey..ak bru prtama kali ngerayain Xmas eve kya bgni! Nga enak!

Me: (diam aja sambil liat kesana-sini,cari tmn buat diSapa)

Him:km cariin apa sih..koq ak nga dijawab?

Me: thn ini panitia'ny kurng mempersiapkan dgn baik,nnt jga byk yg comment,ak lg cari tman2 aku ni..(Me and him tiba2 stuck)

Him: ooh jd bru sadar klo dicomment dlu?ini mah bkn kurng dipersiapkan tapi emg ga disiapin!emg mna sih tmn2 km?

Me: apaan sih,jo!! Klo nga dipersiapin sm skali yah nga akn ad perayaan ini!! Ini aja lg cri,bawel bget sih!

Him: udh tmpat'ny nga enak! Panitia'ny gtu jga! Udh yuk pulng aja.

Me: tau gtu td ak nga ajk kmu!! RUGI ajak kamu,cma dpat keluhan!! Km maw pulng,pulng aja dluan sana!

Him:koq km gtu sih?!!(Dgn nada yg nga bysa alias ngjakin berantem).ngga,ak maw tgguin kmu!!cepetan deh!

Me: ngga liat diri sndri yahh..udh tkg ngeluh gtu,sok keelitan kmu! Ngga usah desak ak supaya cepatan deh! Klo emg maw pulng dluan geh sana (dan gw ngeliat tmn gw,lngsung gw jalan menuju dia)

Him: (diam aja)

Me: (sapa2an,ngucapin selamat natal,ngbrol2 bntar)

[20mnt kmudian,me dan him pulng]

Him: (bete,diam aja)

Me: (diam aja)

[Akhr'ny smpe jga di rumah gw]

Me: (gw buka pintu dan turun)

Him: (turun jga dr mobil)

Me: ngga usah mmpir yah,udh malam bget!

Him: ooh yaudah,,kmu msh bete ya?

Me: ngga..kmu kali yg diam aja drtdi..ak maw msuk ni,udh mulai ngntuk!

Him: tunggu! Udh ak nga bole mmpir,ngm'ny bgni doang lg! Ak maw ngucapin Thanks for tonite!:) senang bsa ngerayain malam natal sama kmu.

Me: sama2..tpi tetap aja nga sk smtmpat'ny! Yaudah deh maw msuk dulu ni,lnjt nnt aja klo msh ada yg maw diomongin..

Him: ya itu tetap.maw diapain lg cy! Iya deh nnt ak klo udh smpe hum ☎ kmu yah..ak pulng dlu ya :)

Me: iyaa ..hati2 km di jln,jgn ngebut2!

Him: iya sygg..Merry christmas buat kmu dan keluarga kmu yah,salam buat mama km!

Me: Merry christmas jga jo buat kmu sama keluarga kmu.sip!:)

[Lalu dia pulang.jujur ya pda saat itu gw msh kesal bget sm dia,krn dia nga suka sm tmpat xmas eve'ny,sok keelitan bget!!]

Less on9

2010-03-19T01:12:00.001-07:00

Less on9,
BRB on June/July =(
See you bloggers..

Tixie Hates those things so much!

2010-02-18T21:19:00.000-08:00

Yesterday =( the unpredictable moment was happened!

-What is that?
1.Wkt hr Sabtu(di skolah gw stiap hr sbtu'ny msh skolah!) ketika jam pulng skolah,gw & tmn gw sdang di dpan skolah,soal'ny tmn gw ini maw jajan and ngantri,dan bbrapa saat kmudian ketika tmn gw itu udh slsai jajan,keluarlah dri dlm sekolah 3 MANTAN TMAN BAIK gw! gw mulai bete& emosi knp hrus ktmu mrk dan hrus berpapasan pula!grr~ tpi yaudah lah cm brpapasan aj tnpa menyapa dan lalu gw prgi melewati mrk ber3. sbnr'ny xie klo mrk ber3 gag childish dan mrasa sdh dewasa shrus'ny stiap gw sapa mrk,mrk ga usah lgsung bisik2n dong dan ngebalas hnya dgn senyuman terpaksa.[gw paling gag suka sama org yg udah gw sapa eh ngebalas'ny ga tau diri thu kya gtu!]

2.ada 2 orng(mantan teman baik gw) Pamer BB ,grrr~ dsar ya OKB! Bangga bget bru pnya BB smpe hrus mamer di dpan gw,coba deh kmu bayangin ketika km lg duduk sama tman km and mkan pagi breng tiba2 ada 2org dtang kedepan kalian dan ngmin smua hal ttg BB yg bru dia beli...ttg bb pin,ttg foto2 sweet seventeen yg ada di bb'nya,hrga bb'ny ,antispy bb'ny,tarif langganan bb dlm sebulan,mnta tolong difotoin pke bb'ny,ngmin hp2 org yg bkn bb(kata mrk berdua: Please yah handphone zaman skr tnpa bbm itu gag bget ya teman!) haha bru dngar loh gw dri mrk,yg gw rasain pda saat itu perasaan keki abiss krn mmang gw lg naksir sama bb.tpi gw ga akn mnta bokap gw buat bliin gw bb sblm ni hpe rusak[bkn'ny gw sombong dan sirik yah!sypa xie yg suka klo digituin!]

3.ketika sdang menunggu busway yg lama datang'ny di halte busway,datanglah 2org mantan sahabat gw,sama sekali gag terbayang di pikiran gw utk bertemu dgn mrk di halte busway(jangankan di halte busway,di sekolahpun gw males ktmu mrk!) hufh tpi gw sama mrk beda jurusan,gw berusaha ni supaya diri gw ga menjadi bete eh tman baik gw ngmng bgni "cy,itu kan tmn u kn?kog dia naek busway ya?" dan gw jwb "lu ngpn xie ngmin mrk,biarin aj mrk maw naek ap ajh,gausa laporan sama gw!ga penting! Lu tau ga gw lg pusing nunggu bus yg ga dtang2!" .grr jdi bete gw gr2 dia.

I don't like to meet them,wherever and whenever!
Tetapi bgmnapun jga,PAST itu ga bsa dilupain and trkadang akn slalu teringat.

14 Februari kmrn,gw dpat kekuatan yg sangat besar bhwa gw udh ga betean lg klo ktmu mrka..SENANGNYA! Keinginan gw yg lama yg gw impi2kan akhr'ny trcapai jga..teman bysa gag mslh kog bgi gw TAPI gw ga maw knl mrk sdkitpun! Now, i walked my new life with my new bestfriend =)

February!♥

2010-02-10T03:41:00.001-08:00

Oh No! I miss my blog super duper hyper much hahaha
now,all the ideas are so full in my brain,like want to explode xD wakaka
huff ga kerasa,January uda berakhir dan berganti February,mungkin ga kerasa krn byk bget ulangan,tugas dan kegiatan lain'ny.hmm..
Senang jga sama bln February krn bln cinta dan uang haha i mean imlek and valentine,DAN seketika[hmm ngga gtu juga xie!] keadaan kelas gw smakin menyenangkan :D anak2nya semakin asik2,solid,dll.Tapi hal ini tetap buat gw males skolah =( sbnr'nya yg buat males xie,lama nunggu busway dan lampu merah'nya yg byk & kadang lama..arghhh kadang gw telat krn kedua hal tsb,ga bole msuk kelas and bljar di perpustakaan..huf klo gt mah mending gw pulng,tdur sama nonton tve ajh!
Di bln february,gw msh menjalani program diet yg udah gw tempuh sejak bln Januari kmren huhu gatau knp diet gw gagal mulu di bln February..
Thn 2010 ini,hari raya imlek jatuh pd tanggal 14-02-10 dan bersamaan dgn Valentine,yaah gagal deh dpat coklat byk krn mnrt gw klo tukeran coklat/bagi coklat wkt valentine dan bkn di tgl 14 Februari itu kerasa basi.ga tau knp yah gw bsa beranggapan spt ini! Tpi senang'ny dpat angpao,Udah byk yg gw pkirin ttg imlek sprti maw mkan apa ya di rmh si ii ini/di rmh si koko ini,gw bkal dpat brp yah,hr lbur gw ditambah gag ya,nnti uang angpao yg udh gw dpat mau gw tabung brp yah ,etc .byk bget deh haha tp satu persatu pertanyaan2 tsb terjawab dgn sendirinya apalg ini 3hr menuju imlek.Can't wait!=)

i'm back but just for a while ;'(

2010-01-15T06:03:00.001-08:00

Maw nangis and ngambek ..gag lah ya!hehe santai ajh,
Ya mngkin koko blm smpat perpanjang internet ajh,
Smpat xh ada di pkiran gw buat gnti provider internet lain tpi kita hrus tau jelas dlu dng ttg provider tsb.
Tdi sore jam 5an lwat apa jam 6an gw uda telepon thu office and yg angkat operator,
Huahh trnyata kantornya da tutup.
So,gw hrus telp bsok lg dehh,
Kangen bnget sm blog ..
Tpi skrng gw cma bsa online lwat hpe ajh,
Yaudala yah yg pnting ttap bsa nge-blog.
Anyway,
Happy January ya ,guys :)
Hope the spirit of new year still around us .GB US!

Christmas Eve that was beautiful

2009-12-26T21:18:00.000-08:00

24/12/2009

Exact struck 6 in the afternoon Christmas Eve celebration was begun,

do you know? I got the seat VVIP that is on the top xD LOL

It was first that all of us sang the Christmas song together with the team of music,

I was very happy because could celebrate Christmas in this year because of last year I couldn't celebrate Christmas was caused was sick,

Then,The time listened to the Lords decree,

When the Lords decree was taking place a great number of the congregations that late ckckck --'

ehh but had one matter that made me most startled,

OMG ,My prince came =DD After old I didn't see him.

My heart ticked tight want to very much gave the smile to him but But I was embarrassed .

I was enough to be tortured with this embarrassed feeling but What could be done by me ?! =(

Let that passed by ..

Time that I was waiting since one years ago to be when all of us sang the holy night song and lighted the small candle .This was very sweet for me ,B'cause last year I couldn't celebrate Christmas Day[because of maag]!

Thank you very much for my lord because of this year I could celebrate Christmas*

After that,

The warm welcome from Sir the clergyman togethered with the Christmas committee,

And certainly they asked for the suggestion so that Christmas celebration next year that will be held better than this year,I will try to dig up the available idea in myself to Christmas next year!Further was time to give kolekte.

Not was felt ,Time has shown 9.20pm,This was time to pray before returning to the house,The prayer was led by my church adviser .

AND Christmas celebration was finished,all of us hand-shaking then said "Merry Christmas"!!

My impressions :

1.Each kind of Christmas celebration for me that was very pleasant and significant.

2.I was very happy this year could celebrate Christmas was with all of the family's members.

3.The Christmas gift that has the lord gave to me in this year ,so significant and unforgettable!

4.Speechless..hahaha

I LOVE Christmas Day!!

Less on9 =(

2009-12-24T20:19:00.000-08:00

huahh Finally, i can post my new blog gain .Despite during this month the internet network in my house was getting a long holiday wkwk xDD
Now I'm online used the network of the reserve internet,do you know?!i miss my old internet network which so fast! but i must be patient b'cause i can meet it next month.
I didn't know since when I began less online,
Plenty of matters of the beautiful and sad matter that was passed through by me,,
Let me tell you a little,

13/12/2009 : The birthday of Ryan Delon =D of course,i wish him all the best in his career .

14/12/2009 - 17/12/2009 : s*cks class meeting at my school,it makes me so lazy to come to the sch ,SO ,i am enjoying my holiday in my home and so many beautiful place!!

19/12/2009 :Taking report in the school ,I was dissatisfied with these results ='(

20/12/2009 : Go to the church of my first brother to celebrate Christmas from 10am to 12pm Then going to his son friend birthday at mall artha gading till afternoon .

23/12/2009: Come to my friend's birthday party in Kelapa Gading sport club till 10pm.

That is several stories.
I only got the holiday up until January 4 .This for a moment for me,But needed also to be enjoyed .
Happy Holiday =)

Sms time at yesterday night

2009-12-10T06:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night my insomnia relapsed again,,huahh Really was annoying!!
But What could be done by me so that I could sleep??
-Drink sleep medicine,Watch television,received a telephone,,huaah NTH!!
Finally I took the decision,To take the laptop and Lighted it straightaway.Didn't forget also to light the internet =DD
Afterwards I activated FB-FS-Myspace-Msn-Skype ,But didn't know why I became bored instantly .
Then I checked my mobile phone ,
There was one new message,
Then i readed it,
The sms came from "My ex boyfriend" ,
Bit surprised..

This the contents of the sms from him:
"heyy cy :) If you wanted to sms me,you can sms me to this number except if you want to call me,you can call me at my xl number,Today i am going to many places and now i felt so tired,why you text me yesterday about msn?"

I answered:
"Hmm..Allright,just want to chat with you,yeaa ok ok la,so busy you are like business man haha"

He answered:
"yeah lately i always going to so many places and so Tired.Why don't you sleep right now?This has been almost at midnight looh"

I answered:
"not yet b'cause I was affected by insomnia~ ,how about you?"

He replied:
"Your old illness relapsed again,Fortunately I unlike that again :p Because of that very torturous ,me?not yet cyy :) maybe twelve nights later I will sleep hahaha"

I answered:
"heh?!Were you happy if this happened to me?yea..yeaa i knew this very torturous,My eyes already really pain but My spirit was still fresh.So I spent time in an online manner continued,bweg!How bad you're!Didn't agree me as your friend in Facebook!!! "

He replied:
"Why just now you spend your time in an online manner for the length of time?I have felt bored really!Hah?really?In my friend request was not request from you,,I'm swear,i will approve you b'cause my facebook only for people who were known by me."

I answered:
"Shit!!Proud of that?! O yea?whatever la.."

He replied:
"hahaha No laa,,You are very stern now after old we didn't communicate hehe ;pp Don't be stern again la! We could speak well not? haha"

I replied:
"hmm..ya whatever,up to you,up to you,,You didn't yet feel Sleepy?you didn't yet want to sleep?"

He replied:
"I already a bit sleepy,,I liked if you spoke soft like that :) hbu?you didn't yet want to sleep?"

I answered:
"How stupid you're!!Just earlier i told you that i was affected by insomnia,,i advice you please go to bed,now!"

He replied:
"ok ok ,,I wanted to sleep beforehand ya cyy,Good nite,see u in dreamland.Gbu"

I answered:
"Stupid!!!!!!yea Good nite,Gbu too."

That is my conversation with him in sms time yesterday night,,He always said that I was stern and jutek,,i don't know why!! I more liked to become stern to him,Because he was a bit "Hidung belang" hahaha I Brave to say this b'cause He has had a girlfriend but occasionally he still liked to "Tebar pesona & centil" .hueggg!!

Time has shown 2am and I was still being in front of the laptop ='(
I was lazy at being again connected with Him!!Because unintentionally he gave the bad effect for my life: My insomnia got serious Huuu..

The birthday statement that was not said!

2009-12-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

Possibly you considered I didn't have courage,,haha But it's alright,I also had the reason why I didn't wish you happy birthday,my first Facebook was hijacked by someone,and In my mobile phone didn't have the birthday data of other friends include you,I just knew this matter from the other friend.

Why me not add your Facebook through my second facebook?
-Because of many reasons.

Would I considered that in the future?
-i would not considered it until forever,,Not only you but your best friend also!!

If you read this POST,,I only wanted to say "It's up to you wanted to comment what,Enjoy your life that now with your good friend who was pretty and so perfect!!" hahahaha But if you felt you were angry on if reading this post,,"Please angry,And when wanting to ask the war,Come on but One opponent of one!!! Don't became brave if together then!"

What wanted to be said by me to you?

-Happy birthday,,all the best,hoped more exist with your best friend!! GOD Bless US!

I liked to be able to celebrate your birthday last year,I hoped what became your wish to be able to be reached all!~

The test will immediately end!!

2009-12-08T00:54:00.000-08:00

Liked this really =D
After met the week that was full of stress and the burden..huff
Felt almost relieved,
Because tomorrow was still being two tests again that still must be dealt with.
huhu I liked because of the studying spirit to have improved.
Not get enough sleep and the pattern ate the disorder,Still was in myself :'(
I was very confused why this matter could happen in myself,
I was frightened when this happened continually to my body then I could be affected by the dangerous illness ,
I didn't want that happened because this December still many other activities that must be undergone by me.
Please was imagined by you just ate five spoons I have felt very full ,,
and Every time I met the hour seven nights then I will feel sleepy really but if meeting the hour eleven nights till my one morning still couldn't be sleeping--"

Occasionally at that time was utilised by me to study and occasionally to listen to music and see all the contents file available in the mobile phone,,
That most I didn't like if I still be reminded with the memory of the past,
I only want to allowed the past only to the past and didn't need to be repeated again.

My biggest hopes:
-Results that were very good in the report.
-The quite high value so that could be easy chose the university.
-Received the ranking that is between the ranking of one as far as ten[I knew to receive the ranking one really was difficult]
-So that all of my wishes available in the diary book could be reached all!!

AMIN!!

Examination!!

2009-12-06T01:58:00.000-08:00

1week without online and update blog content,,There was less hhe but this is what should I run.

and...week full of exams has arrived,My heart says go on learning.Don't be lazy!!

but what happens??

loss of enthusiasm for learning~ I really didn't like it...

I've tried to avoid it,,but i can't!!

I'm disgusted with this..WTH!!

1st day:

-Bahasa.Indonesia :last night,I just learned a little,,How bad!!but fortunately I can do it.

-Kewarganegaraan: almost no learning!~

2nd day:

-English: This time I learned,b'cause my

spirit of learning was almost better^^.

-Agama:I've learned,,because the teacher sternly,75% were certain of results of this test.

3rd day:

-Math:huahh,,I was most frightened of this test,I have felt upper level stress hahaha Love you math!!

-TIK/comp:I have studied and i must be sure of the final result that can be a good result!

4th day:

-Geografi: yeahh,,If you asked me "Has studied yet?" ,I will answer "not yet,this just wanted to study " .Stress because of mathematics still was haunting me.

-Bahasa.mandarin: I was sure My Lord will help me!

Sometimes i wanted to cry,,Why is the lazy feeling still approaching myself~ .I also want to said sorry that was biggest to my two parents.Moreover if be one more from words sorry then will be given by me to them if the lazy feeling always came and I couldn't avoid!

Tomorrow was my fifth day of exam.I must have the big spirit to study .My Lord,Help me!

trip to cibubur! :)

2009-11-27T22:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday 27-Nov-2009 , Me and the person of the church went to cibubur!yippie =DD
We made the promise gather in the church at 6 o'clock during the day.
After all of us gathered in the church,Then we headed towards the bus and immediately departed =) [I felt very happy because my holiday was very significant!!] ,We followed the trip 1 length hour,1 hour was fast time hahaha Possibly because of the quiet toll road and we enjoyed the trip.
Finally we arrived in cibubur to be precise in the garden wiladatika(The beautiful garden that was full of trees) then we went to the place of "kebaktian" ,We must "kebaktian" beforehand and then playing games that was provided by the committee.

The first game :All of us were distributed by paper that at the back was stuck glue,Then we were given by the instruction,that we must stick this paper on our back then asked the other person to write our goodness in this paper,After our 10 length minutes were asked to release this paper from our back then wrote our bad attitude in empty paper.The aim of this game was so that we learned that we were created by the lord fully goodness that could be considered by the other person and the bad attitude we were enough knew!

The second game :All of us were distributed by paper again,We were asked to fill up this paper with the answer from the question that was read by the reader,That where the answer from this question had a special meaning..I laughed when knowing the meaning from this question :D

The third game :We were distributed by paper again that where in this paper had 10 questions[Multiple choice],Then when we answered 10 questions[Multiple choice] we were asked to compare our answer with the other person,Evidently our answer not there is one that is same,The meaning from this game,,That all of us were created by Jesus's lord with many differences and the difference all of them the good difference.

The fourth game :We were distributed by paper again where in this paper had a picture of the window along with the instruction,This window was the window of johari.that we must choose what part that must be wider and I chose to be closed because I only wanted my bad attitude only was known by me.This game was carried out that we could decide personally which choice that was best for ourselves!

We were divided into several groups and I was in the green group.

The fifth game :This time we playing outside the room that is in the field,The eyes of us must be closed with the handkerchief Then we were asked to place our two hands on the two hands arms of our friend that in front of us,We must remember the voice from our leader available in most front because later on the way will have the other voice that will give the wrong road instruction.This game was carried out so that we study more sensitive and trusted our leader.

The sixth game :This time our eyes will not be closed with the handkerchief [yey =D ],Behind there was the room was hidden that where inside there was gotten the complicated red brick building,And I immediately must inform to my one friend what was seen by me earlier so that he and the other friend could immediately build the complicated red brick building. yippie. My group won this game.This game trained the power remembered.

The seventh game : There was one friend who brought twenty glasses aqua with one by one to the place that rather far to build glasses aqua that in order to be able to be compiled high,We not only must build high but the high building that was difficult to be dropped by our opponent with the fan of the small size.Evidently hardly anyone who could drop the building despite this with the measuring fan small,Then to pursue the point from each group must prepare one person to shoot the glass building aqua this with two glasses aqua until falling.

The eighth game :We were presented food that we did not like and each group must eat this food until being finished.From this game could be seen by whoever was willing to make a sacrifice for the group.

huaahh,,The game was finished ,Evidently time was very fast .It's already afternoon and the sun was very intense ,All of us then was distributed had lunch and enjoyed this food.Be glad and our stomaches have been full now .
We were given 3 free time hours,the man played football and the woman took the photograph around the garden.After bored taking the previous photograph all of us crossed to Cibubur Junction for went out and saw the thing that could be bought =) Then all of us back to basecamp to pack the thing to return to Jakarta,It's already late afternoon.Really not was felt :DD ,All of us felt happy to together there.But not the problem because of Sunday all of us could be still meeting.
Really quite tiring but very significant ,fun and not forgotten,Thank you GOD!♥

Has ended!

2009-11-26T03:02:00.000-08:00

what do you mean?friendship or relationship?
-friendship with my ex best-friend ,Felt somewhat sad but let because already happened.

Why?
-Because of a problem!

In fact I was somewhat lazy to discuss this, I only want to share it.
1 last year a great number of beautiful moment and sad that has all of us through.Occasionally I also still liked be reminded by that.Thank you for everything and Sorry for the incident that happened yesterday! I hoped all of you could be still being good friend until die!!
The previous memory was not possible to be able to be forgotten,that was beautiful or sad.Definitely sometimes will be reminded! I have removed all about you!
God bless us!

On Saturday and on Saturday again ;p

2009-11-26T02:07:00.000-08:00

A matter happened,

What is that?
Go to mall and went out ;D

Was there another thing that was done?
Yeah certainly,went out ,having dinner with friends,Drop by at the clothes shop and Watched the cinema.

I has been bought the ticket by my friend, So might not queue again haha How good is him yes!:P

allright,Then I ,Entered the cinema and began watched,
I watched "a christmas Carol"
The film had a duration of 2 the hour,
The film told about A man who had the fault And was made by repentance by several angels .Only cores that could be told by me ,For more details,You can go to the cinema haha I think That was the best cartoon film that had been watched by me ;D Because of having the very good moral message!

Hand over this all to Jesus's lord

2009-11-23T02:23:00.000-08:00

Oh no,What happened to me last week?
Last week was the week that really be difficult and was full of the challenge for me ;'( ,occasionally i want to cry because that and shout as hard as possible until i felt calm but i could not =(

If someone was having a problem,Definitely her/his friend suggested that he/she was not again sad but was sharing so that he/she feels relieved!
[[But i could not do that,I only dared to say to my lord through the prayer,Because i was sure he will strengthen me!]]

huufff 7 days that most were difficult that had been met by me,
My heart always spoke, Don't worry but underwent that ,But prayed and hand over this all to Jesus's Lord .

Finally the week that was full of the challenge that too passed by also!
yippie =)

Dia

2009-11-06T04:47:00.000-08:00

>.<

apa yg gw rasain,kog gw jdi gni yah, I MISSING YOU SO MUCH =( uda lama ga ktmu byk bget perbedaan dri diri dia,apa krn wktu itu gw ga prhatiin yeh~ tpi sungguh ,gw cukup tersiksa dgn perasaan ini,knpa gw jdi salting trus stiap ktmu dia?! sbnr'ny gw si byasa ajh stiap ktmu dia tpi ga tau knpa tba2 salting trus T.T kepengen ngulang "hari itu",hari yg sangat special yg uda GOD siapkan buat gw .tpi kini itu cm kenangan nd yg ada di dpan mata gw cm dia =( jdie khawatir klo perasaan ini trus gw alami,tpi gw jga ga kpengen prasaan ini hilang [aneh yah] >_<<>.<<
[GOD HELPS ME,Kuatkan aku smoga ak bsa menjalani ini smua,Tunjukkan jalanMu ya Tuhan,AMIN!]

Semenit itu trnyata sangat BERARTI!!

2009-11-06T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hari Jumat,yeah wikend already~~ but ada 1 hal yg buat gw bete super duper ;'( i want to crying again and gain .
I hate my bad habit ,ska santai2 smpe lupha waktuu =( =( huaahhh sebel!
okeyh let me share it,
pulng skola jm 2an smpe rumah da gtu mkan siang nd ngerjain Pr.sejarah cm 2nmr ,nyalain laptop lalu ketik itu .kmudian gw maen PS sama keponakan gw smpe jam 5an tdi'ny mau mandi eh tau2 hujan turun dan gw ga k bedroom smpe jm 6an ,suddenly ngko gw pulng dri tokonya trnyata dia nd keluarga'ny[dia uda married] mau prgi nonton k bioskop.haizzzz >.< gw ga bsa ikut krn gw blum mandi,blm beres2 pkk'ny blum siapin smuany dh =(

tpie ada pelajaran yg bsa gw ambil dri kejadian ini,
-Pergunakanlah wktu yg ada sebaik mungkin krn wktu ga akn bsa diputar lg!

Kamis =(

2009-11-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

Okeyh hri kamis dtng lgi ,hufff cpeknya tas berat krn bwa bju OR hha mw skola ap pndah rumah ,diam ajh la ga usah ngeluh ini itu eh bnran betenya ilang ,ASIKK =p

Sabar mmang segalanya hhaa tpie ada batasnya jga ;p

Pelajaran 1-2 : B.inggris ,hha jam kesatu xie cm dgrin tman" crita d dpan kelas ,eh pas jm kedua haha kita kn abis nyatat materi pelajaran baru dri papan tulis lalu miss'ny menjelaskan haizz ngantuk abis gw hmpir jatuh dri bangku hahax diulang-ulang boo,ngntuk parah ckckck

Pelajaran 3: matematika ,gurunya blng kecewa krn nilai mat'ny pda ancur2 cma dkit doang yg memenuhi syarat haizz haha jdi yg dpt jelek dikasi tugas 2x lipat ,WAUW!nd dikumpul hri senin .

Pelajaran 4:B.indonesia, ada presentasi per-kelompok topiknya proposal yg kmren uda kita smua buat ,kali ini dg keadaan panas ,mati lampuuuu =(

Pelajaran 5-6: olahraga ,ga ngapain" cm dgrin pak gurunya ngmng ttg program mggu dpan haha yg gw senang pengambilan nilai senam diundur jdi kamis dpan ;) yippie.

Pelajaran 7: BP, gurunya blng krn udara lg panas yaudah x ini kita ga ngebahas materi yg ada di buku,kita ngbrol" ttg pameran pendidikan kmren ajh yahh ,ngantuk jg smpe hmpir mau tdur,tman gw yg lain jga da pda mau tdur hahax akhrnya ditegur ma dia,gajadi tdur smua dhh.

lalu pulng skolaa =D asik ,but nunggu busway lama ada 25mnt'an x ,skalinya busway rameeeee amat =(

lalu jam 1/2 3 smpe jga di rumah walah di rumah jga mati lampu ..
sekian ,mw mandi da gtu blajar =p

2 hari offline~

2009-11-05T01:11:00.000-08:00

Why less on9?
-dilarang ma my brother nd mom ,mrka blng jgn maen trus =( ga enak jga xie hhehe tpie yauda la toh ol 2hri sekali da cukup .

lg mau bngun bisnis sndri,pengajarnya desainer handal itu =) tpie lg nabung modal ,semoga cpat" kekumpul,HOPE SO!!

so how about your day?good or bad?
just think,k?Setiap hari adalah hari baru yg penuh harapan.GB us.

♥

2009-11-02T02:13:00.000-08:00

I liked to enjoy coffee when tonight arrived

Q: apakah kmu suka coffee?
A: suka bget smpe LOVE kalii hahaha

tpie gw ga brani jga buat mnum byak2 soalnya INSOMNIA~ suka dtang menghampiri =( bsok klo skola ngntuknya bkn maen hhaha tpi as time goes by,belajar supaya ga suka mnum kopi,myan susah xieh hikshiks ;'(

okeyh skr crita ttg MY FAVOURITE COFFEE SHOPS yah!

1.STARBUCKS ,never be replaced hehehe
-gw suka desain interiornya yg cozy,
ESP[starbucks puri mall,starbucks gdg,starbucks grand indonesia,starbucks sarinah and starbucks ex]

-Favourite taste ,Macchiato-espresso marked with a tablespoons or so of whipped cream/milk foam on top commonly.

-live music(i just saw it at starbucks sarinah thamrin)and free wi-fi !

2.The Coffee bean and tea leaf .
-agak jarang jga ke sini tpie klo uda sekali belii,30menit ajh uda abis hehe gatau knpa,klo ktmu kopi cpat bget gw mnumnya!xDD

-tempatnya jga cozy but different from starbucks .

-favourite taste: jenis ice blended (mocha and ultimate mocha or vanilla chocolate!!)

3.Bengawan Solo
-pegawai yg layanin ramah ,itu salah satu kelebihannya.

-ada 1 favourite taste gw,lupha namanya apa tpi price'ny terjangkau.

slain itu gw jga suka bget sama sushi!!
* * * * *
1.Sushi tei
-cozy place

-good sushi flavour!

2.Ichiban sushi
-hhe harganya terjangkau dibanding sushi tei =)

AND dimsum so much!!

*The duck king*

that's me ,HOW ABOUT YOU? =)

one thing!

2009-11-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

kmren malam di tve gw nnton salah satu acara jodoh di stasiun televisi swasta,ya acara'ny gtu2 ajh xieh tpi tiba di 1 kejadian yg SPECIAL mnrut gw,

ada cewe namanya bebbi[kita sebut ajh itu] ,dia memilih mantannya yg pda saat itu memilihnya jga.yg gw liat mantannya mmang ganteng,mapan and tegas.secara ga sengaja yah kejadian itu berlangsung.COCOK,si cewe cakep nd cowo gnteng,byak loh cewe yg mauin thu cowo tpi dia SETIA hanya di mantannya saja.

dri situ gw keinget wktu dlu gw sama rein,smpe skrng klo gw di tnya gw msih kesal ga ma rein ,jwabannya MSIH BGET! tpie kn kita gw boleh jga naruh dendam ke orng,but it so hard for me to forgive him!!~~
dlu gw sama Mr.Y[sebut ajh la gtu] FAILED bgtu ajh,pdhal udah gw jaga bae2!nyesel buat apah,kesal buat apah,percuma itu smua!

ga mngkin jga gw sebutin keburukan rein di sini,kasian jga yah![gw msih ad rasa kasian ma dia] ,yg cma bsa gw lakuin,ga angkat tlpon dri dia dan ga akn pnh mau pnya hubungan apa2 lg ma dia ,jdi tmanpun ga mau!parah,ya mmang parah,mau diapain lgyh!!

I WISH I WILL FIND MY NEW PRINCE FASTLY!lonely is a devil!!~~
GOD BLESS ME AND YOU^

MY HABIT!

2009-11-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

tdie di gereja pas lgi pengumuman tiba-tiba mata gw tertuju kpda satu anak kcil yg nyamperin kakek'ny[ruang kebaktian orng dewasa dan anak-anak beda] ,yg gw lihat thu anak nangis (gw bngung jga knpa ya dia nangis) akhrnya kakeknya tanya "kmu knp?" tpi anak itu cma menggeleng-gelengkan kepala saja .kmudian kakeknya diam smbil melukin thu anak kcil,anknya lucu pipinya chubby bdannya agak ndud!

ngeliat kakek2 itu gw jdi ingat ma bokap gw,mau nangis rasanya ,gw stiap liat orng yg udah tua gtuu gatau knpa bwaannya hati gw slalu tersentuh well gw motivasiin diri gw supaya gw ga mikir yg engag" .

Sekian~
speechless T___T

Great Sunday!

2009-11-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

asik ktmu Sunday lgii,k Gereja lgi,Semangat baru lgi ;p
well,today gw bgun jm 7 pagi .

1st activity: check hpe tpi gw ga bles sms[MALES YAH!]
2nd activity: take a bath.

tdi'ny gw pkir abis gw mndi gw hrus siapin bku buat bsok Senin skolah ,haiyahh trnyata wktu'ny ga cukup akhr'ny gw turun ke lantai 1 buat mkan pagi[ITU HARUS,KRN KLO GA MKAN PAGI GW BSA SAKIT]

LANJUT..

abis mkan gw lgsung gnti baju buat prgi ke gereja ,HAPPY krn byasa'ny gw lelet haha this sunday gw ga lelet ;p

Jam sudah mnunjukkan jm 10.00 pagi dan gw msuk ke mobil untuk segera berangkat,minggu ini gw ke gereja ngko gw di daerah Semanggi ,perjalanan harus di tempuh dalam wktu 30 menit,myan lama hha biar ga boring ayoo kita dgrin mp3 ,klo bosen dgrin radio di hpe hahaha smbil baca buku[WAH SO YUMMY!]

akhrnya smpe jga di gereja,turun dri mobil lalu shake hand sama penerima tamu'ny nd msuk ke ruang kebaktian.hahah telat dkit tpie yauda la mari duduk lalu DOA mnta maavh ma GOD! nyanyi lalu sesi dgrin Khotbah ,yg gw senang[Khotbah x ini ga buat ngantuk hhe] .GW KSIH JEMPOL buat yg Khotbah hri ini,BAGUS bget + byak Nice words!! (Semoga gw bs menerapkan ini di kehidupan gw sehari-hari!)

karena ini minggu terakhir di bulan Oktober jadi ada Perjamuan Kudus nd pulng lbih siang dri biasanya .tp gppa,krn itu bermanfaat ,klo disuruh pulang siang" buat hal yg ga berguna gw ga mau!! TIME IS MONEY ,bro!hahaha

akhrnya pulng gereja jga,di perjalanan gw menikmati pemandangan-pemandangan yg ada CIAELAH bahasanya,pemandangan gedung2 tinggi wkwk XDD

ALWAYS PUT GOD AS NUMBER 1 !=)

2 Perubahan!

2009-10-31T02:26:00.000-07:00

Sewaktu gw sdang otw ke skolah ,hal yg selalu gw lakukan adalah mendengarkan radio[I LOVE IT SO MUCH,XOXO] haha klo diukur seberapa cinta'ny gw buat mendengarkan radio?hha sedalam lautan[hhaha intermezzo ajh yah!]

gw punya 2 stasiun favourite,hha u can ask me at fb!:p

wktu itu msih jm 6.30'an ,tggal setengah jalan lgy lah kira" gw smpe di sekolah and gw sdang mendengarkan list number 1 di hpe.kebetulan lg diputarin lagu the fray[yayaya gw suka band itu jga] lalu ke sessi bincang" ,si penyiar'ny cukup terkenal dan dia jga sering muncul di slah satu stasiun televisi di Indonesia .hmm yg dia katakan bgni ,

ok kembali lagi disini bersama gw mrs.lala(samaran) ,tdi baru saja kita mendengarkan lagu dri the fray[judulnya gw lupha] .makasi buat para pendengar smua yg sudah ngirimin sms ttg info jalan maupun lagu request'ny,smoga nnti bsa gw putarin smua yah (lalu dia bcain sms" yg masuk),hmm pendengar smua tau ga sieh klo di dalam kehidupannya manusia mengalami 2 perubahan:
1.mereka pasti akan terus bertambah dewasa.
2.stiap hari psti manusia mengalami perubahan.

untuk point yg kdua mngkin secara tidak sadar kita sbnarnya mengalami hal tsb ,yg perlu kita lakukan adalah kita harus menjadi seorang yg lbih peka dri bysa'ny! [What a nice word ya!!!]

sekian~

I'M HER FANS!

2009-10-31T01:30:00.000-07:00

Wktu tnggal 24 October kmren dia dtang ke sekolah gw,di sekolah gw lg ada acara Seminar ttg narkoba dan kenakalan remaja lainnya[Promotor'nya salah satu universitas terkenal di Indonesia] setelah 1 jam seminar tsb berjalan akhrnya didatangkan seorang tamu,Yak dia adalah Zivanna Letisha Siregar panggilannya zizi .it's a first time for me meet her hha

Let me describe her:
-Beautiful
-Sopan [knp gw bsa menilai dia spt ini? krn gw liat dri cara'ny dia berbicara]
-Smart
-Good advicer

Penampilannya dewasa ,dia agak terganggu dgn suasana ank" di sekolah gw yg wktu itu pda ribut [Tau la ya ank SMA apalagi anak co'ny kbanyakan nakal" bget,bnran dh lbih badung drpada ank kecil .hhe] and sopan dh pkknya.

ada beberapa hal yg bsa gw ambil dri pertemuan tsb,mmang gw ga ngobrol dgn kak zizi'ny scra langsung tpi ada sebuah Dorongan yg muncul:
-Kita ini msih muda, AKTIF itu baik tpie jgn smpe kita terjerumus ke dunia yg kurng baik krn dorongan teman atau sekedar untuk bergaya ajh ,itu smua ga ada gunanya.

-Capailah cita" setinggi mungkin!

-Jgn malas buat belajar!

-Jagalah nama baik orang tua!

-Buatlah orang tuamu bangga dgn prestasimu karena hanya itulah yg bsa kamu lakukan untuk mereka.
[maksud saya,BERIKAN SEMUA yg terbaik untuk orang tuamu krn mereka sudah membayar smua biaya hidupmu,biaya sekolahmu dan merawatmu hingga kmu dewasa]

Percaya deh jika ada sesuatu hal yg sudah kmu buat dan itu memberikan hasil yg baik dan membuat orang tuamu bangga,pasti itu sangat bermakna dan tidak terlupakan!!

JLU.

saturdae ,lalala

2009-10-31T00:55:00.000-07:00

Yes,akhrnya ktmu saturday lgy!

okey,kehidupan dimulai dri pagi hari haha ya psti la slalu dri pagi hari,

Q: Apa yg kmu sukai dri pagi hari?
A:
-suasana yg msih blm bgtu ramai (knpa gw bsa blng bgni?krn gw sring bgun jm 5 pagi buat prepare brgkt sekolah dan stiap bru bgun tdur gw slalu membuka jendela kamar gw dan melihat langit yg blm terang hha cerah la gtuu)

-udara yg msih sejuk (gw k lantai 3 rumah gw dan melihat pemandangan di sekitar hum gw,udara msih sejuk bget,kendaraan jga jarang lewat,itu tpie hanya bsa dirasakan jm 5 pagi hingga 5.30)

-New day,New hope and New spirit ♥

today gw bgun jm 9 hahaha SENANG krn stiap lburan slalu bgun pagi (bknnya mamer) ,stelah itu gw check hpe trnyata ada missed call and sms haha gw cma open tpi ga gw bles [gw trmasuk orng yg trkadang suka moody dlm smsan hha kecuali PENTING bget yah].

lalu gw mandi abs mandi gw mau sarapan dng ,perut gw laper bget AND WAUW [my mom lg masak ,blm jadie] .waiting dh haha smbil waiting gw mkir klo gw diam ajh psti tmbh laper yaudah akhrnya gw ajk keponakan gw yg ke-2 + her suster[dia msih 3 thn] ,gw ajk dia ke toko kue dkat hum hha gatau knpa akhr" ini gw lg suka bget sama Cooking.

Perjalanan kami tempuh hanya dlm 10 mnt krn mmang jaraknya sangat dekat ,disana gw sih rencana mw beli bahan" untuk buat cupcake[yg uda complete] trnyata ga ada ,akhrnya gw bli coklat blok and bahan untuk buat ice cream[yg uda complete] stlh itu pulngnya mampir ke toko buku dkat toko kue tsb buat beli barang titipan my tasho[sebutan istri koko pertama gw] .

akhrnya pulng ke rumah buat mkan pagi hha gw suka bget sama sarapan hri ini[SO YUMMY], why?krn stiap hri sarapan di sekolah dgn menu yg hmpir selalu sama hha and gw mkan itu buat menambah tenaga dan supaya otak gw bsa berpikir cepat [YA cba ajh dipikir klo ga sarapan psti bkalan ngantuk nd susah berpikir,nah itu dia mksud gw]

sesudah mkan gw mengambil cetakan coklat gw yg semalam di kulkas ,OH NO ,coklat gw jdi beku gra" ditaruh di freezer hha pelajaran buat bsok klo habis msak coklat and taruh ke cetakannya jgn disimpan di freezer!hha coklatnya smpe skr blm gw mkan.

HOW ABOUT YOUR TODAY MOOD?
-GOOD!

hha prgi k mall,free time and bsa santai ;p

hha sekian ;p
TC~

I LOVE FRIDAY!

2009-10-30T00:54:00.000-07:00

Why??

1.ga skolah.

2.bsa bgun siang.

3.bsa jln" .

Morning and it's morning again tepatnya jam 06.00 haha gw bgung yah klo ga skola gw bgun pagii klo skola rada susah bgun pagi .bgun tdur lgsung mandi da gtu PREPARE haha mau kmna gw? ,tdi'ny mw ikut nganterin keponakan 1# gw k skola'ny tpi gw rada ngaret gtu yauda dh gajadi ikt ,then gw breakfast lalu bersiap untuk masuk k mobil,mau kmna gw?mau nganterin keponakan gw 2# k skolah'ny HAHAHA DRPADA GA AD KRJAAN DI RUMAH.

akhrnya stlh 20 mnt'an smpe jga di sekolahnya lalu dia turun nd gw k mall yg ada di dekat situ,haha tdinya cma rencana k supermarket tpie ujung"ny ketarik ma magnet buat k resto wkakaka akhrnya mkan da gtu jmput kponakan gw itu di sekolahnya lg,spanjang perjalanan gw dgrn radio[ya ya ya,I LOVE THIS ACTIVITY SO MUCH]

sekitar jm 11'an gw nd keponakan 2# gw da smpe rumah,gw drop'in dia doang di hum da gtu gw prgi lgi,gw jmput keponakan 1# gw,sekolahnya ma rumah gw ga gtu jauh ,kita hanya hrus menempuh perjalanan selama 15 menit ,krn blm jm 12 akhrnya gw otw k mall dkat rumah,pas smpe mall lgsung turun sbnrnya ga ada barang yg mw dibeli yah tpi cma buat ngabisin wktu ajh.di mall gw liat byk yg discount dri mulai dress,blouse,tas smpe high heels wah senang bget gw xDD alhasil gw ktemu ma 3 sepatu heels wrna'ny ga pasaran itulah alasan mengapa gw suka ketiga heels itu ,kepengen beli tpi gw bwa enough money ,yauda la ditunda dlu haha bnran dh yg namanya ngeliat" gtu ajh mata jdi laper jga mau beli ckckck [NABUNG..NABUNG..BARU BELI] ;p psti bakalan lama klo gw nabung soalnya gw orngnya agak boros hehee

ting tong ting tong [nahlo bunyi bel hha]uda mw jam 13.00 ,gw lgsung menuju k mobil lg da gtu OTW TO MY 1# NEPHEW SCHOOL,

15mnt kmudian smpe jga di sana,lalu turun dri mobil ,msuk ke skola tsb .

apa yg gw rasakan?

----suasana adem [yaa krn di sekitar skola tsb byk pepohonan dan sekolah tsb tandanya terurus haha] =.=V

sempat ada pikiran menyesal knpa wktu itu gw ga tuntasin test gw di sekolah tsb psti klo keterima bkalan enak bget skolah di sana NAHLO KOG JDI GTU?!! tpie wktu uda brjalan,dan gw uda 2 SMA ,ga mngkin dong pndah skolah cma gra" suka ma keadaan skolah tsb.

sempat jga terlintas di pikiran gw,inilah mungkin yg disebut asiknya masa-masa sekolah selain kita pintar ,kita jga dpat bersosialisasi,knpa tiba" hal ini dpat terlintas di pikiran gw?krn sekolah tsb byk muridnyaa,anak" di sana jga pda sibuk bermain ma teman"nya.

thn depan gw uda kelas 3 WKTU ITU GA KERASA TAU" CEPAT AJH JALANNYA huff .gw psti bkal kangen bget dgn yg namanya SEKOLAH!!!

JUJUR ,GW MSIH BNGUNG BGET HRUS MSUK PERGURUAN TINGGI MNA DAN JURUSAN APA.tpie uda ad sdikit gambaran .

enough..hahaha

mw mkan siang dlu

YEY BSOK WEEKEND[GW SELALU SENANG DGN KEDATANGAN WEEKEND!] ;p

GBUA~

ambil rapor mid woyy!

2009-10-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

29 oct 2009,

ya ya ya ,ambil rapor mid ,deg"an yah itu psti ,yg ambil bkn mom ataupun dad soal'ny mrk lg k luar kota ,tpie yg ngambil ngko kedua gw ckck

otw then ngisi nmr urutan ,ON NO!GW DPT NMR 26 .untung ngko gw nyusul klo ga dia pling mles nunggu .ya ya ya wktu sudah mnunjukkan pkl 11.oo dan ngko gw jga sudah dtng lalu k TKP[haha joke, tempat pengambilan rapor ;p]

di sekolah gw ga cma buat ambl rapor doang tpie ada pameran pendidikan jga ,ya ya ya I LOVE IT ,bermanfaat gtu hehe konsultasi gratis ;pp

pas lg mau naek tangga gw ktmu sama hmm sbut ajh mrs.GG yahh dia liat gw jlan ma ngko gw trus dia ngm ma tman2nya 'ma sypa thu tirza dtng. eh tmannya jwb "ma cowonya"(AIZZ SOK TAU BGET YAH TMNNYA KYA T**) yasuda la yah diamin ajh ,TAPI GA BRHENTI DI SNA AJH ,SI MRS.GG tba2 ngmng gni
"hah cowonya?emng mau apa ma dia?" (HAIZZ GW YG DNGAR ITU KESAL BGET ZITZATZIT,,KESALLLLL BGET,GRRRRRR~)

akhrnya gw ma ngko gw naek tangga,di pikiran gw msih teringat jelas kata"nya si mrs.a hehe akhrnya setelah menit demi menit berjalan gw LET IT FLOW AJH,anggap ajh yg tdi ngm itu bagaikan anjing yg menggongong hahaa toh karma does exist!haha and kualat dia psti .klo gw ditanya nigh ma reporter(cieilah) KMU KESAL DAN SEBEL GA?gw bkal jwb "iyha gw kesal bget ,yauda la ya diamin ajh ,gausa dibalas,biar Tuhan ajh yg bertindak,kita cukup ajh SABAR!!"

grr~ tau kn kesal bget gw...

eh tpi tiba" happy lgyh krn bonyok todae pulng da gtu nilai rapor gw yg merah dkit haha yaitu mat ma geo ajh(total 3 nilai). belum sempurna ,ya tpie tingkatkan ajh haha itu kata wali kelas gw ,THX YA COY ,wkwk XDDD

sekian liputan kami ;p yak kya berita ajh yhe ;pp

uda ah mw mandi dlu da gtu blajar english .

Keep smiling :)

090909 ;p

2009-10-28T03:48:00.000-07:00

hahaha kira'' sebulan yg lalu lebih dikit,

nothing special at school!

nothing special at relationship!

nothing special at all!

[sbnr'ny ga boleh ya ngm gtuu,nama'ny ga bersyukur haha cm speak ajh sihh,hmm ga usah ngm soal kjadian'' special yg dialami teman'' pada tanggal sgtuu,CUEK IS THE BEST yah!!] well,plain tpi syukurin ajh karena msih sehat and bsa sekolah!

MENURUT GW,SABAR DAN MENSYUKURI ADLH JWBN DRI SEMUA ITU!!:)

bsok gw hrus brgkt sekolah lgi,ga ada pr and ulangan hahah bebas![SENANG!]

KEJADIAN DIMULAI DRI SORE HARI,

gw lupha bhwa trnyata tnggal sgtu ada orng married ;p haha untung nyok kstau jdi gw bsa prepare hahaha[YA TAU LA YAO PAKAIAN K PESTA];p ,pas lg otw gw tnya nyok dmna sihh wedding'ny? .nyokap jwb "di hotel AHA*(samaran) ,gw jwb "oh kya'ny gw pnh k sna yah ah lupha dh ky gmn tmptnya" ,kira'' 1/2 jam kmudian gw smpe di sana.YEYY!!!GW SENANG SANGAT SANGAT SENANG trnyata itu hotel fav gw ,setelah sekian lama gw ga k sna,GW KNGEN BGET!!pas turun dri mobil gw cpat'' k tmpt wedding'ny,uda ga sbar gtuh ,uda lama ga k sna[wkaakak!] .

LOVE IT SO MUCH!!

ruangan wedding party'ny nyaman diiringi dgn music jazz ,makanan nd minuman'ny beda dri byasa'ny[tau lah ya mksud gw?mkanan western smua] haha di sana jga ad pondokan sushi(aw gw mw mkan spuasnya hahahaha),dia punya 2 tempat acara..1 dlm gedung .1 lg di lokasi kolam renang hmm solitude** ,dia pke dekorasi bunga'ny bunga mawar merah asli,msih ada duri'ny [LOVE IT SO] .pkk'ny that nite i feel so happy haha tnggal'ny jga gmpang diingat ;p

haha ada something special jga kanh!!=p hahahah

sekian dlu buat todae,so many activity that i have to do ;p

KEEP SMILING :) TC^

2009-10-28T03:29:00.000-07:00

Fullname: TIXIE
Nickname: xie/cy

D.o.b: Jkt,5 June 1993
Occupation: Student
Favourite Food: Sushi and cupcake*
Favourite Drink: Coffee and tea

Style: casual,occasionally mature & relax.

Colour: Red,white and Pink

Music: Jazz,R n B and mellow

Situation: SOLITUDE!!

LOVES::hello kitty,mcky, browsing,singing,hang-out,listening to the music and enjoying my coffee ;p

MY MOTTO: Every day was the new day that came from the Lord ,Be convinced that today better than yesterday and Tomorrow better than today,Therefore continued the optimist and
Don't lost hope!

Keep smiling :)